I am Mr.Randy!^^,

-不舍得-

2012-02-05T13:08:00.001-08:00

我离开了亚比。。。
我很舍不得她。。。
突然的少见面。。。
因为我要回Miri读书。。
其实我很不想走。。。但是我非走不可。。
我女友。。。我爱她。。。好爱好爱。。
三个月后我们才见面。。希望没有任何不好的事情发生。。
我知道。。。我们一定会一直在一起。。
因为我相信她对我的爱。。。

-LONG DISTANCE BUT OUR LOVE WILL NEVER END -
-Always love you ,CKXZ =)

我一直守着你给我的心。。。
你要好好照顾自己啊。。。我会照顾自己的。。
我看我们今年要见面可能不会很常了。。。
这样也好。。。。考验我们的感情有多稳定。。
我相信你和我一定做得到。。。
谢谢你的爱心便当。。。
本来我下午就回miri ...
但是飞机delay。。。
到八点多。。。
我觉得我们好幸运。。。我回之前还可以跟你看戏。。。
看戏的时候。。。我们看得是“I love hong kong 2012"
我哭了。。。当他说会世界末日。。但是，是假的啦。。
当我幻想时，我知道除了我家人。。。。
你真的对我很重要。。。
我哭了。。因为我真的不舍得你。。。
虽然是三个月。。但是也很久。。。
五月我们见面只有一个星期。。。所以
我会好好珍惜那个时候。。
我真的好不舍得你。。。
你准备了爱心便当给我。。
我真的吓到一下。。当我没表现出来我是惊讶的//
因为要是她知道我很surprise...haha ....她一定飞的咯。。。
这是我们的语言。。不明白的。。就不要问=）
bii...=）还有谢谢你买给我的药。。。
谢谢你的关心。。。
每次你问我感受到你的爱吗？
其实我一直都有。。我只是不想你停止爱我。。。
要你一直爱我。。。我会siak 你ＧＡＯＧＡＯ的！　＝）
ａｎｙｗａｙ　．．．ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ　ｂａｂｙ！　
Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ＺＫＸ！　Ｍｕａｋｓ！　Ｍｕａｋｓ！　
答应我一直爱我。。。
因为我会一直爱你。。。

BLOG WALKERS WHO SEE THIS BLOG >>>>PRAY FOR ME AND MY BABE! =)
I LOVE HER ZKX!

WISH WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER SUPPORT ME !!! =)

Me

2012-01-28T04:18:00.000-08:00

I'm guy very small gas ...><

Small gas=小气

I don't know why i am like that..

Honestly i have no patient ...

So please don't make me wait for anything ...

I could wait ...But to make me wait...

Make it special ....waiting something ....

Don't just say you must wait or anything ...

This is my concept about waiting ..

If needed me to wait.. I will wait ...

If u could make it special...and make me more patient..

i tried many ways to make myself patient on everything ..

That is not easy .. It is really hard ... you will know if you are a small gas guy or lady ..

Just like drug ... you find out drug could harm ur life ...so u decide to have no more drug ..

Get what i mean ?

I doesn't wanna angry every time... I can't help it my attitude ...

I tried my best not to angry easily on anyone else...

You will see i didn't wanna angry easily ...

I am sorry for anyone who hurt by me .....

I hate to angry ..because i doesn't felt well when i angry ..

I hate it ..

I love it when i am happy....

I can't find a cure ..to cure my patient and bad temper...

The girl i with now ...

She helps me on my attitude ..

I believe she did her best to not make me angry too much ..

I'm sorry baby ...when i scold you with words that hurts u so so much ...

I just can't control sometimes..

I really tried my best not to be so angry ..

I am also a quick jealous guy ....

So when you get to near a guy or msg or chat or anything ...

I get to jealous quickly .. This is me ..

I wanna think open ..

Sometimes i just think too much ...

I hope you understand some of my feelings ....

I hate myself for always saying some words that hurts u ..

I didn't do it in purpose .. I just angry in sudden ...

People doesn't know my attitude ..

But you do know , don't you?

You tried ur best to not make me angry many time ...

I know it ...

People to love someone ...

Love her/his bad and good ...

You did it ....i know sometimes i talk about girls..

You would jealous?right?

Actually i did it in purpose ..

I just wan you more care me ..

I knw i am selfish ..

But i doesn't wanna to be alone ...

Ya i have my family ....

But now to future ...

You are my future .. Do you know that?

I wish i could some how ...make you forever happy........

Sometimes we quarrel very very much ...

The problem not in the relationship ...

Was in us .... Because we just started to be together ...

So we can't accept each other past yet ...right?

But now we get to accept a little a little ..

Slowly we doesn't mind our past ...

In mouth say nothing nothing ..

But in heart ..still forcing ourself not to think ..right ?

I knw that feeling ...I can tell you ..

Slowly you would start not to mind past thing ..

But just care about me =)

I am waiting for it ...

Sometimes don't just think about that "He Cha"

That just to prove something special me n u ...

I still have many thing haven't with you ...

In our future ...

We won't end until we get old

I wish that ...

I will always love you ....Never stop loving

---------YOU----------

My Heart Is With You Now =)

2012-01-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

When love comes ... It just come straight to you ...

Good News =)

I get to know a sexy lady for me on 2011...
Ya..i found a lady who loves me ,care me , cherish me ..
I can't believe we could be so good....
We think the same thing...
Sometimes , we talk ....
We say the same thing together ...
Everything i with her ... I felt so special and incredible..
Blog walker ...When you see this ...
Please help me wish one thing ...
If you could ..
Help me wish ...
My girl and I will always be together ....
Yeah ! I know i am young .... It is to early to say this ..
But I wish she will always be my special girl for my whole life ...
I am young but i am not stupid..
She is the one ..... I doesn't wish anything happen to us ...
Tell everyone a secret ...
I can say she is the 1st girl who could understands my feelings ,my thinking ....
Everything about me , she know it ...She just havent know how to express how understand she knws about me...
Care me so much ....
Same thinking like me ...
Sometimes we talk .. we would talk the same thing ..
Know what i mean?
Almost everytime >__< So ngam xia ...
We have many same thing together...
No one knows our relationship ......
So good ...
Ya,we argue sometimes ...
At last we get back together ....
My heart is now full of you ..
Do you know that ?
Everything i do for ?
All because i wanna make things better when i with you ....
So that sometimes thing we cant do ...
I wanna make it happen ..
I wan you always happy when you are with me ....
What i trying to say is I Love Her So So Much!
Z** K* X*** [Her Cute Chinese Name]
Muaks Muaks ! =)
She is a girl who wish to have a good life ..

Wish to Succeed on everything ..

Include her love ...and career..

Don't too worry about love ..

Because we will always be together ..

I am here to support you all the time ....Always...

I wish your plan on ur life works...

And i know it will....

I trust you on everything ...

So just be confident ya,my dear...

You can do it! ^^~

My life with you =)

2012-01-12T06:10:00.000-08:00

In the year 2011 ,pass so fast .. When i think back ..
After i get my spm result,then i had to go for national service ..
Then i had to suffer inside for 3months ...
But at last i learn to be more independent ...
When i finish my NS .. It was already march ..
That time i gonna think about college thing ..
I decided to learn on cars ..
Wish i gonna have a great future ... =)
Then while i study .. i met duncan,sam,jason,jacob,thian ,yong ..
I know the game "Sudden Attack" because duncan..
Actually i just playing dota or hon ..that time ..
Now i gaming "Sudden Attack" more than dota...
My dota skills getting bad but the gun game i am better ^^~
Hmm, then i met a girl in september call ...."You can't know"
hehe... She was the girl who have her own way to solve problem ...
She have her attitude of positve thinking... Be4 i met her ...
I am a person who would think of negative thinking more than positive ..
Because of her , my thinking start to be more positive until now..
She gives me something we call as"安全感"..She was so nice ..so good ..
That time we didn't met each other ...almost been few year we did not met...
We were old friend ..we talk less ...
One day , I found her phone number ... I have nothing to do ..
So, i just wanna find somebody to talk with ..
Then i called her ...That time i was surprise that she still remember me ..haha..
At 1st ,we were just friend ....
After few weeks ,we getting more and more friendly ...more than friend that we call it as "LOVE"
That time i realise i start to in love to her ...Plus she likes me too ..
I know she have not enough trust on me ...Because that time i was at miri...
She been hurt before by her ex ... That was horrible history to her ...
But her pass bring me to her .. I felt so lucky to met her ...
I say "i think i love u"...then she say ok "I like you"
When she says it .. i know she also start to in love with me .. just not enough trust ..
Because she afraid i am unreal to her ..
She afraid when i back to miri .. We are unknown ...
But then .. she decide to start trust me ..
So she gives me a chance to be with her ..12/10/2011 ..
The day we together ...
When i back miri ,she says wanna met me at airport..
That time i am nervous .. i afraid she would dissapoint on my look or other things bad ...
But then we just like a natural couple ...
She was so pretty that time ...even she wearing a short pant and t-shirt ...
I remember ..
1st time i hold her hand..
Her hand was so small ...
The smallest hand i ever hold as my girlfriend ..
We get our 1st kiss on airport that time ... Was so sweet =)
She was so perfect to me ...
She makes my life full with happiness ...
Sometimes we argue ..but at last we get to know more about each other ...
Then we start to not mind about our past...
I was angry when i know her past things ..
But should i ?NO!
Because she have no complain on me about my past ...she also no angry ..
She just jealous of it .. I am so childish ..
Angry of her past but she one word also no says about my past ...angry or anything ..
Think of her .. not to mind my past ...Why should i ?
So i start to not mind of it ..
Because now she is with me ^^,

So no one can get her away from me ..
There is still chance to other have her ..
But i will protect her ...
I will not let anyone get away my girl...
She is my girl ! Just like the movie "The Lord Of The Ring"
They says "My precious!My precious!" hehe ..
So she is mine .. hehe ..
Wish you would also think like that my dear...
You walk in my life ...makes my life better and better..
When i pressure on things, you always be there for me ..
Telling me not to pressure because i had her ..
She will always been through bad time with me ..
Thank you to her ...My pressure gets away very fast ..
Love her so much !
We are planning on a trip to go KL play ..
I think our trip gonna success ..
I have many thing to say about her ...
But stop here for today ...
Later the cute girl i saying would "fly too high"
What i mean "Fly too high "?
She would be very proud ! So enough for today ..

I love you ..

Future ..

2012-01-02T17:42:00.000-08:00

Every midnight , We talk phone ... Thx to digi package xD

hmm, i miss her so so much every single day...

Every morning i wakes up .. I always see my phone ... see whether she wake up already or not ..

Yesterday midnight.. We talked about future..

Something about betray ... I afraid that would happens...

But i trust her .. Wont do anything bad to me =)

Please believe i will always ...."always" love you until the day i die ....

I know future is something that we can't predict or do anything about it ..

But i wish to always be with you in the future..

After my study, i will start to work ...

You say if i work, may be i will met someone better..

But i think i won't .. because now to me ...You are the perfect ones to me ..

So i don't wish you would think anything will happen to us ..

I wish we will always be like that ..

So be confident on me baby ...I think we will always so i wish you do think too ..

Love you ! And i will always do =)
I don't know what willl happen in the future ..
But i know you are my future ...I wish you think the same too ...
Miss you ,...

You ....My Lover ~

2011-12-30T00:58:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, we out for whole days ...
In the afternoon, we went to library ... Because your exam is coming soon...Next week ..
So You gonna busy and i am gonna busy on work too ...
I think we not gonna have much chance to met each other after this week ...
We went to the sea .... Sound of the sea was so peace .........
So, She was so tired on studying and playing with me ....
Then she slept on me .... I wonder will you always sleep on me ?
I wish you would .. I don't wan to have anyone but you ...........
Being with you , I am so happy ... Sometimes i just scare i can't give you what you wan ...
I just really really really scare to lost you ... Do you knew about it?
There is one time , we argue of past ...
I shouldn't be too mind on her past .... Because now she is mine ...
Something we argue about girls .... I am so so so sorry i make you jealous..
Please don't angry ... I wouldn't choose anyone but just you,baby ...=)
I am a imperfect guy with bad attitude .. I wish you wouldn't mind ..
Sometimes my words hurts you ... I know it after i say it...
I am sorry please do forgive me ....
That time we argue i thought i gonna lost u ...
Luckily, you forgive me ....thank you very very much ..
Today , we went to the same place .... the sea ...
But the weather was better ... got sun ....and the sea was so beauty ...
Nice view there ....
Hug and kiss you and the beach was so romantic ..
Then , you said if there was music around it would be better ...
So i sing her a song name as "Forever Love"...
Wish she would like it ....
The song give words that i wanna tell her ....
No matter how bad you are or how bad the situation ...
I wish person who stay with me is you .....
Always you ... Please promise you ...
Honestly , sometimes i did't look into your eyes ....
Because i scare ...
I scare i will " bu shi de " you ...
I just wanna be with you every single day ...
Anyway , Good Luck to your exam next week !
I will be here always support you baby!
Love you ! ****y
Know what ?My name and her name last of the 1st word is "y"
I think the meaning is You !
I just wan you!!!!!!!!

Remember that !

NEVERMIND

2011-12-24T15:02:00.000-08:00

I wanna tell something ..
I forgive you ...
Just nevermind ...ok?
Nevermind ...Please just say "ok"..
Merry Christmas to everyone !

Have a nice Day ^^,

The time we together =)

2011-12-16T07:04:00.000-08:00

Perdana Park =)

Beach At Sutera Harbour

Remember this ? This is the 1st medicine you gave me ><
Before i throw it ...I take a picture ... Remind me that you are so kind ....worry about me ..

Today We went to suria watch movie call" Alvin And The Chipmunks 3" ...

Was a funny and nice movie = )

Before that we go for our breakfast and lunch because it is almost 12pm > <

We go for japan foods ...at sushi Teh...

Erm..Not really nice to eat at that time ..because we haven't get to eat our breakfast 1st ..

Our dating today was so peace,relax and nice ....

Thank you,Baby......

Know why i say peace?

Because........

We go to "Perdana Park" that last time they gt the water show..That i did't come to >< ...Actually is a mistake ...She drive to wrong way ...Nevermind ..So, I think we still have time ...We go for it ..Raining that time ....But is starting to stop ...We go to the playground and walk around .... When we walk ... It start rain heavily .. So we find a place to avoid the rain ... Then we find out that every time we go playground rain .. but not too much ... then start rain heavily.... then find a place to avoid rain ...Just same as we go to "Perdana Park" ... What a coincidence =S That time i ask God that if you wanna us to back home then stop raining ..hmm, at last ...It really did stop ... But still got some .. So incredible ...The God seem to be looking at us ... Because it happen twice already ... I shouldn't say out .. Because this is a secret between me and my lover ...But i decide to share it ^~^
Then We went to "Sutera Harbour" ... What a nice view there when we get there..That time was 5pm ...We were waiting for the sunset but it is raining ....See the picture above? That was the beach at Sutera ..Nice View and so happy i am with my girl =D Romantic .... After that she request to change a place to see the sunset ... It is inside the sutera ... I don't know how to explain .. I did't take picture of that place .. Because I am enjoying the view and the romantic we had together ... I love the situation that time .... So relax and happy that we went there together ^^, Sadly we doesn't get to see the sunset nearly ...We will next time ..
Last place we went to is "Sailor" .. A place with peace and good food .... Under a romantic situation and i enjoy the food .... With her makes my life better ... She do know what i want ... Just she won't say it out but show it out just like today .. I am so happy today ... When she told me , am i happy? I replied : Yes, I am baby =) with a smile ..... She say because she heard me say i don't wanna to stay at home so she beg to borrow car from her brother .... All of these was just to let me relax .... She set up this plan for me ... When i heard of it , i was inside the car ... I am touch .. I almost cry but i just don't wanna let her know ... Because !!!!! She will very proud of it !!! And Fly !!! Fly!!! Fly!!!! Hahaha.....So i decide to say it here ... So that she can see this by herself ^~^

I having a nice day today..... I think you are the only girl i wanted now to be with in my life .....Happy leh ?

Thank you, baby =)

[Don't too proud later happy until can't sleep oh^.^]

| I Love You |

-Me-

2011-12-12T11:36:00.000-08:00

I know i complain many about my life ...
Sometimes i just get bad mood ...
So it should be normal,right?
Girls do also get bad mood every month ones ...
Know what i mean?
Erm...
I just wanna tell that ..
Gaming is the thing i do every single day..
I know i wasted my time on gaming ...
That's right ..I agree with it ..
In my life , i never achieve anything that people would proud of me ..
I know i am selfish ..
I hate study ..
I love gaming ....
Because game is not real..
You could scold or anything ..
It won't do anything on you in person ..
Because it is just a game ..
Reason i like gaming ..
Also because that is only thing i really did right and proud with it ..
The game call"Sudden Attack" ..
Let me felt i really achieve something..
So i play hard for it ..
I am so stupid ..back from study not to relax but just gaming ..
Hey i know that !
Please just leave me alone when i say"Leave me alone"..
I mean it ......
Sometimes a hug is what to heal a person's unhappy day or bad mood..
No one could understand me ...Because they never try to ...
Ya i am selfish ...So?What can you do ?
I just a bad guy with a bad attitude ...
If i bad to you ..
This doesn't mean i really wanna to make you hate me ..
I just wanna you be more close to me as your someone ..
Know what i mean ?
May be sometime i say bad things of you ..
I know i say it every time ..
I just don't wanna be ignore ..
I hate alone ..
Alone makes me emotional ...
My dear , sometimes i don't let you win "talking fight" ...
Because i wish you would find ways to win me ...
So that i wouldn't be ignore ..or lonely ...
I just wan you care more and love me more ...
That's all i wan ...
I hate the feelings of hurt..><
You are what matter to me now ...
Actually the point is..
Why the FK i can't do anything right?
Dear,when you saw this you would ask what hurts you ..
Hurts are from my family and myself...
I hate me for being so stupid ..
I hate me for do not think of my future ..
We are young ..you know right?
I am not a good guy .....[My opinion]
I am not a guy who could bring you go everywhere to play ..
or anything else...
I am sorry ...
I am still unable to drive ....
If you don't think i am a good guy for you ..
You could find a better ...
I'm just scare you to leave me ...will you ?
I love you so so much .........
Decision is on you ..tell me your decision ?when u see this blog...
Decision to stay with me or leave me ...
I am sorry i am not good enough...But i will try to be one ..
Please don't leave me ..
I love you !
I don't know why i write this ...I just know this is what i think ..
And i wanna let you know ..
If you wanna leave ..
You will have your chance ....
Because i am a bad guy to you ...
Everyday you say it to me ..."I am the bad guy"
I think you hate it for guy like me ....
I wanna be a perfect guy for you ..
But it seem to be ...."NO, you are not my perfect guy " Randy !
Gaming is just a thing that let my time pass faster ..
So that i wouldn't think anything negative ....
Tell you something girl..
From the 1st kiss we have at the airport ....
I know you do love me ..
But your love was no confident ...
I can felt it hardly ....
I don't know why but just wanna tell you ...
Yesterday we talked phone ..you wanna me to say the truth of anything ..
I can't think it so fast in sudden .
So when i think of it ..
I write it down here ..
If anything i write hurts you ..I'm sorry ..
But the whole thing ..
The main point is .....
[XOX=Hugs and Kisses from me to you]

[I Love You,Baby]

Fk !

2011-12-03T19:20:00.001-08:00

If giving me to study that hard ...

Fk that !

Don't give then ..

I will not request to out study if you don't wan me to..

Fk that!

You fker....

Sometime,can't you fking understand what people say?

I told you ...but you just won't hear it ..

Fk that !

I know hard to earn money now ...

But doesn't mean that you could control all the way you wan because you give money to me or what ..

Hey, i did not force you say...

Mom,can i go for college!!!!

Did i?

Fk that !

I did't ..

If you are so unhappy to let me study ..

Just fking let me stay here ..

I won't die without going out study ..

Fk that !

Just think!

I fking hate study !

Fk that !

You just know what i wanna eat ..

But you never know what i wan ..

Ya right !I am bad son ..

FK that !

Can't you fking see the point?

I told you what i wanna do ?

But what did you do ?

Giving comment that makes me not to do what i wanna do ..

Is that what you can do ?

Fk that !

Sometimes i know ..

Oh ya ! You are a women who should stay at home cooking teaching us ..

But unluckily ...You are not that kind of women ..

Because to take care of us ...

You go out working whole day ...everyday ..

Working and earning money ...like a Dad ..

Sometimes i am sorry to scold about you mother...

I just wish i could have a father who loves me ...

And a nice normal family..

If my dad could work as a man ...

My mom wouldn't work so hard ...

Fk you Father !

You make the whole family unhappy ?

Do you know that?

You are so selfish just to think yourself ...

If without you ,my mother ..i would be at the street begging for money ..

I am thank you to have you ...

Sometimes my bad temper comes easily ...when you scold ..

I just wan a normal life?

Can't i have it ?

God, i do believe you ..

But you never do anything on people who got leg hand and other ..

That needed your life support ..

I will overcome all this problem ....
[If i could]
-Someday ,I will become a successful man-

Your comfortable touch ..

2011-11-29T04:24:00.001-08:00

Wao ...Being with you ....
Doesn't same as what i think ..
But it is even better....
Giving something i wanted ..

Touch me with your love ..
I miss you so so much ..
I love the way you treat me your way so much ..
It is just like wanted that way ..
So comfortable...
Being with you ..
I have no pressure at all..
But i can feel love ...
Your love so sweet ....that i didn't know i could have ..
Thank you,baby!^^~
Thanks for being with me ..
I wish ..
We would always together just like now =D
Love you !
I have not much to say ..
Just love you ...baby

F**k My Life!

2011-11-27T09:28:00.001-08:00

Why people can know many thing that i don't know ..
Why people gets what i don't have ..
I am sorry ...for mad ..
I fk this life ...
I having a bad situation in this november ..
It is freaking me out ...
Things happen not smooth ..
I wish the next month could be better..
I hate my life ..
That i don't have a father that could guide my way..
Tell me to do so or not...
Living a life without a father's guide ..
Is so fking shit!
My life is not plan ...
People can drive or out lately..
I can out late ...
But i couldn't drive ?FK this life..
If i got father ..He would teach me anything he knows...
I am so moody of my life ....
For this week,i being so emotional ..
I can't smile naturally ...
Hey GOD!
What did i done?
Can you make my life better or not?
Sometimes i wish i doesn't born out ..
Because i am stupid and not brave ..
Have not really good future ..
Getting a bad result ..
that makes me so not proud..
Bully by people when i an small...
People hates me because of my bad attitude ...
I have a bad temper ..
Now it is better..
Because i started to calm down myself in my way...
Please leave me alone ...
If you don't wanna help me ...
I hate my life!
My life have no meaning ....
I am not important to anyone enough...i think ..
I am just a guy who have a family ..and a girlfriend Thats all ..
I know ...But to me ..
I am just a fking retard guy ...!
Fk myself!
WTF
I having pressure that no one had..
I know i should be happy because i got leg hand ..and i could talk ..
There are people who can't talk or no legs ....at outside ..
I am sorry for feeling unhappy about my life ...
Haiz..... I just wish i could have a nice day after all this unhappy things over !
I love you mum ...But you won't fking understand my feelings ..
You have no confident on me on anything!
Fk that !
Please just believe but if you can't ..i will not force ...
I know i am not a good son ..
But i wish on the next life you would have a good son but not me ...
FK that again!
I am a selfish guy!
Fk that ...
Just wanna tell you my lover ....
I love you !
Love that!
I doesn't wanna have a good life or what ..
I just wanna have my life smoothly !
Fk that!
Why can't i?i asked myself..
Think for long period ..This is fking insane ...
Pressure is more and more!
FK that !
What i gonna do ?
I tried my best to solve my problem ..
In this world..
NOW!
NO MONEY NO TALK!
Fk that ....
I doesn't know to earn money yet ..
So i can't fking blame my mum for anything..
Because i used her money for living now..
I am so useless!
FK that ...
Please !Fk !

Fk my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!

Gonna met you tomorrow =D

2011-11-24T11:19:00.001-08:00

I am sorry about that day ...about i am sleepy but i sleep wanna talk phone with you ...
If that day, i said something wrong to you ... please forgive me ....
I just too sleepy and i just wanna hear your voice ...
Knowing that you gonna sleep ...and if we are lucky ..
May be we could really met at dream ...
I get sleepy that time ...But I don't know why ..
My mind just thinking not to close the phone ...
I just wanna say good night,baby ...and so do you ...
Hearing you say to me too ...
I get happy ...and not to worry about it ..
Kisses from you make my sleep better..
I could sleep sweetly...
Do you know that ?
After we talked at afternoon ..
My gaming skill better ...than i played yesterday ..
You doesn't do anything ...But just because of you ...
Bring me some of lucky back ....
Makes me play it happier and miss you so so much ..
I think you are waiting me to update ..right?
I gonna back my hometown ...
Met my family and you ....
I gonna go my sister's graduation next Monday ...

I am sorry about that delay our date ..
I really did't think of my sister's graduation that day ...
I wish you won't mind about it ...
Seriously I can't wait to see you ~
Miss you and my family ....^^~
Love you,baby ....
Don't say i did't say it ...
But i could say it here ...
Because you are the one only know ..
I am saying it to you ..
-I Love You- .....>__<

What i wan ?＝（

2011-11-17T23:25:00.001-08:00

Time pass 6months already ...
I not really know what i really what to do for my future....
I was thinking just work ...
Because i hate study since i was small..
This reason i couldn't say it out ...
If i say so,someone will get hurt about it ...
Now i just hate study...
If i really do just work ...
I afraid i have no future at all..
But not to disappoint ...
Working have many time ...
It also could have a nice future actually..
But can i do that?
Can i have that chance?
Studying this course "Automotive Mechatronics Engineering" [AME]
Actually not the subject i really wanna to take ...
My dream i had before ....
Is to be a musician ....
But my grades were too low ...to upgrade myself to college..
So i decide another choice other than doing music..
I wanted to choose "Fashion Design"...
When i get to know this ..
I really did wanna to ...
But at last i can't ..
Because the course fee is too expensive ...
If i study for this ..i wouldn't have the chance to met her ...
Luckily i didn't go ...
It is impossible ..
My mother can't take the risk like that..
Plus economy in 2011 ...
Was very very bad ...
I doesn't wan my mother work so hard...
My mother wish that i could study ..
Actually i don't wanna to ....
I just wanna be a ordinary guy with a job ...
I don't wanna to think much about anything..
I am fking confuse that my decision to came here for study ...Right or not?
I think so long ...
I get to regret ...Because "AME" is the only course i could take at that time ...
So i take it ...
Who knows this course was so hard .........
Haih ...what to do now?
Try my best to study to exam for the final ......
Can i just die ?

So that there is no problem ...[Negative Thinking]
I can do it !!! [Positive Thinking]
我真的很怕。。
我不知道以后会要面对什么。。
我只能自己的承受。。。
我不想连累任何人。。
我很想告诉你的，宝贝。。
但是当我一说的话。。我会很静静的。。
我想你和我开开心心的。。。
而不是伤心。。
要是我的未来没那么好。
做为女友。。
有谁不会介意？
我怕我让你没脸。。。
我妈妈我也很怕让她失望。。
我真的不知要这么办。。
如果我有个有钱的爸爸该有多好。。。
幸福很多。。。我就不需要烦那么多。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我对自己无话可说了！！！！！
FＫ　ＭＥ！

Let you know.

2011-11-16T01:31:00.001-08:00

Sudden Attack Sea

TRG-21
My lovely dear.....
Just to show you ..
This is the game i always played ...
Call Sudden Attack ..
The weapon i most love to use is call TRG-21
It is a sniper weapon.....
I not good enough ...That's why i played it every time to train ...
I tell you because i don't wan you to blur on something like that...
So that you could understand my language ...
I just saw your blog few minutes ago ...
I am so happy that you get your happiness and your childhood back ..^^~
Because of me , you changed that much ....
This surprise me so so much >_____<
But tell you something ,baby....
Being childish not mature ...
But childish gives me happiness so do you...
I mean the point is i just a mature guy act like a childish ..
I not every time childish ....Do you know that?
I say me like i am always "a childish guy"...
I am just saying ...
Your words so affect my mood so so much ... Do you know that?
Every single word you say ... I remember it ...
1month anniversary ....is over....
10more days to go ....
I gonna have my chance to met you ..
Giving kisses to you ...like i always wanna to =D
Can't wait to go back ...
The bad news comes ....
It is about my studies in miri...
I told you before right?
If i failed i leave and back ....
If i succeed i stay and continue the study ...
I wish everything goes smoothly .....

-Hope-

2011-11-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks ....I gonna met you >_____<
I can't wait ...
I just wanna get over the time faster ...then leave this fking place to have some happy days with my dear ..
Staying makes me felt so boring .....
But the advantage i stay here ....because i have my freedom on when i sleep ...
The disadvantage is here is no where that i can out ...because this is just not my place..
Staying at my hometown ...the advantage is i can met my lover....anytime i wanna see her ...or out with her ..
The advantage ...is ...I have the chance to out with my girlfriend or my friends... I am free to out .. Many place i could go at my hometown ...I miss her so much ...do you know that?
The disadvantage is i need to help to clean up the house ..washing those air-conditioner filter and need to accompany my mother more....having no future .....
Must obey to my mother ...
I just hope when next Monday i start my study ....I could read those it\n my minds...
I hope to continue .....my studies ....For my future...
If i failed ....there is good and bad news ...
Good news
- I could met her anytime i wanna to ..
-Have more time with you ,my dear
-Out with friends
-I have a job at my mother shop
-I gonna have car license soon

Bad news
-No more studying
-No more gaming
-Real life starts
-Need to overcome my life usage every time
-Start to plan my future without study

I have no idea what gonna happen next ....
I just hope i could be a successful person ...so that everyone respect me ...
And won't laugh about me as a kid to them ...
Still thinking like a child ...
Actually, i would wish i fail the final ..so that i can have my life at my hometown ..helping my mother ...
Plus another good news .. I gonna have more time with my dear and family....

So blog walkers..
Should i choose ....

=Stay to study or leave this damn place work at my mother's place ..=

[Tell me your comment on the Chat box].....

For today,

Tell you something ...

About my lover ...

I am sorry for my attitude for being too fast angry ...

When we have our conversation on the phone ..

You are telling me about you gonna out at night ..

Then you say your friend of your friend wanted you to out ..

Then you say erm ...erm ...erm ...erm ..

I don't know how to explain@@

This really makes me angry when i heard you say like that from the 1st....

Then i calm down myself...no more angry ...

Actually i just wanna to know who the hell is that person who wan you out ...

I just too worried about you every time when you gets out with someone ...

If that person is a boy ....

I telling myself not to worry ..

Ya, I did ....

I just don't wanna you to have any danger ...

I just wan you back home safely ..

That's is why ...

I wanted you text me when you are home ...

I just hope our relationship ...

Can be better and better ...

But not worst and worst ...

My attitude sometime makes you unhappy ...
I saying "I Love You"

I just wanna to have your smile back ...

I don't wanna see you sad...

Just want to make you smile ...

I break my own rules to say the 3words to you ..

I should tell you when i back ..

But to make you happy i break the rules ...>____<

I wish you could understand my feelings ....

I L**E You SO SO MUCH ..
I am just waiting for you to say it to me .....

Gonna wait for 2 more weeks for the 3words...

You are the one who make me ...

More patient ...on waiting something or someone ...
So,

The last thing ....

Please just tell me your unhappiness of your days ..

Because i don't wanna to be like a stupid boyfriend who don't know what happen to you ...

I won't force you to say it ..

But if you wan a listener ...I will always be pleasure to be the one who listen you ..

I won't judge anything ...I just wan you to say it out so that you won't put those unhappy memories in your heart ...

Say it out ...you would feel better ...Believe me ..

I hope you would be happy everyday ...=)

Thank you for the recording ...

I know you told me you can't sing well ...

But when i heard it ..

Your sound is still so sweet even you" zhou ying" xD

I love the way you call me "baby"

- the way you wan me to pay attention on you

-the way you wan me to miss you like always do

-the way you flirt me like i always do it to you

-the way you talk about me

-the way you say i am the best guy of your life for "now "

-the way you say i am good on something ...

-the way you like my things i don't like but you still like it ...

-the way you give phone kisses every time i asked it for...

-the way you say you wan my hug so so much like i also want to ..

-the way you say i am sexy guy to you ..

-the way you talk very shy ...

-the way you say wan me to touch you ..but you never say it clearly ..because you are "shy "

-the way you say you are not shy but actually you are "shy "

-the way you sing to me

-the way you say bad thing of me but to you ,it is good...

-the way you want to win me at talking by using my talking skill

-the way you learn something from me

-the way you makes me happy

It is too much to say ...

Because you are so special that no one could replace you from now..

You are the girl who is really worth to be love ..

I love you ,Baby

It is over =D

2011-11-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

Bad times are gone now ...

She just think too much ...buy saying something like that ..

She told me that she started to love me ...

Oh God, i am so happy when i heard she says that ...

But i still waiting for the 3words from her ,honey...

This week i will start some study ..

Because next week is gonna be study week for final exam ..

So i have almost 11days for study for final...

The final exam just take 3days ...Wat the f**k?

If know it earlier i will go back to my hometown on 24 November..

But now i gonna wait for 2more day after final exam to met my lovely honey =(

I can't wait to met you , tell you that i love you ....This is Real....

Don't think anything ....I am here and i love you ....

Giving you kisses ..you will know ...Person who you actually is real ^^~

Hey,baby ....

I miss every single day ....>_<

Do you?

Every morning ....

The 1st thing i do before brush my teeth ..I send a morning message for you 1st....

Because every day i wakes up ...

You are the 1st thing i gonna think ..

Before i sleep ...you are the one who calm me sleep with no pressure ....

Thank you, honey ..

Wish you will know how much i wanna be good to you ..
May be you just can't felt it ...

Sometimes i bad to you ..I am just joking ...

So that you could happy ..or gets some angry ...but not too angry ..

While you gets angry...words from you all was so sweet even thought you were scolding me ....

But that's mean you worry of me , and love me ....

You just wanna wait for the right time to say it ..right?honey?

5more day to go ...it gonna be our one month anniversary ..i know it is just one month...

But i think we just gonna celebrate by talking phone ...=D

Time pass so fast ..........

Muaks ...All the best to our relationship...

What happen?

2011-11-05T22:06:00.000-07:00

到底为什么你会说我们的感情有问题？

好好的。。。突然那么说。。。

我很吓倒。。你知道吗?

我不懂我做错什么了。。。

如果我做错什么。。

我只能告诉你“对不起”

请你原谅我。。。。

好吗？

我不想再一次错过。。

我真真爱的一个你。。

诚实的告诉我。。好吗？

我懂到底你在想什么？

我刚才说如果你想到不要跟我讲。。。

对不起。。。我只是一时激动。。。

我真的很怕失去你。。

我不是不想只。。而是我害怕答案不是我想要的。。。

请不要这样好吗？

Things about Life and Love

2011-10-31T02:00:00.001-07:00

Baby , see this ..you will understand ...

Last thing

ILoveYou^^~

There is no space bar because there's just no space for me to love anyone else except you ...

Life is hard...Reality - No money No talk-

2011-10-30T08:27:00.000-07:00

People like nowadays generation ....

No money no talk can describe their personality ...

Because no money ...no house ..

No money ....no car ..

No money .....no place to go ...

No money... other people will tell you "erm, i am busy recently ...out next time[GIRLS]"

No money ...nothing you could buy that you like it >_<

Believe me ...
Be reality ....If you have no money no talk ...

I just finished talk with my mother ...
She told me about "Reality"

I told my mom that i had a girlfriend now ...
She ask me not to be too serious because she don't wanna look back the history ...

Like i did ...hurt so badly ...until i can't even study ...

But now i will control whats to do and whats shouldn't do ...

I believe as have now my girlfriend ...She is good enough....
I know she won't betray me or hurt me ...

But if she really did ...
I will tell you ,baby ...

There is no second chance ....

Remember that ...
My mother worried about my study and my life ..

Normal person ..would say " Mom, life here so damn good ...and i study well"

But to me ....i willing to tell my mother the truth ...not to lie her ...

Same to my girlfriend ...
All the word say by me ...All is true ...
You really make my day better...

Pressure on me getting less day by day ...
So don't worry about me ..
You study hard for your future ...

Get some time to relax yourself ,honey..

Don't make yourself too stress....
Your boyfriend me ,would be very worry ..

Thats all for today ..I love you all...

C**** and my mother ^^

Wish you all have a nice day ....Muaks =)

Wao ....time pass so fast ..

2011-10-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

2more days ...November gonna start ....

I wish everything goes smooth ...nothing bad happen for this year =D

Having you this year ...on 12 October 2011...

November is coming soon ..

We gonna have our 1st month anniversary..

I can't wait to see you >,<

I miss you so so much ....

Next week may be gonna start busy ...because my final exam coming ...

And yours too ..

I wish when i back ...if you having your exam and needed to study ...

Tell me^^~ i will accept it...Don't because of me , don't study ...

If you did ...i will very very upset T.T

I wish that you gonna be my last lover ...

Don't disappoint me....

Just let it be natural....

I believe you and I will always happy...

Wish all go good ...

So wish me luck on my new relationship, new life .....

拥有你让我一点压力都没了。。。

谢谢你宝贝。。。

希望我们的未来会一直都那么的好。。。

我爱你。。。

You make my life better..

2011-10-27T03:01:00.001-07:00

Before i met you ...

I am nothing but myself ....

Everyday thinking to get over my day by playing game ...

I know i addicted to games ...But i just can't help it ...

Studying making my life boring and more boring ...

Sometimes i can understand teacher's lesson ...

But sometimes "WTF" are you talking?

Luckily i have my friend samuel who could help me overcome this situation ..

If i not understand on anything ...He is the one who could help me to understand it ...

And duncan ..who makes me not boring ...so much friendly having them at here...

They guide me to happiness ..

Then i met you ...

You make me more happy ...and no more pressure on anything ..

Because of you ..i have my target ....

But i haven't achieve yet ....
I will do my best ....

You are the one who makes me more strong and confident at all things...

I know i always think negative things....because of you i start positive ><

I love you ,baby^^~

No comment..

2011-10-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

You are too good to be loved ..

I think no ones tell you ...

You are the best lover i ever had ..

Sometimes we talk phone ...

I being quiet ..

Because ...I am thinking ..

If you are beside me ..

I will hug you tightly....

I won't let you go away ><

You are mine ..

Being with you ...I am so happy ....

I have nothing to worry ...

When you are in my heart ...

OMG ....DID I SAY THAT

That is so not me ...

One thing i can tell her ...

I Likes her so much ......

Haha...
I not gonna say the love word ....

Before you tell me =D

The net will block our kisses ..
But 1more month ..
I gonna back ...

NO more net =D ...

You will my lips ...

Have my love .....

Be with me ...looking at the moon .....

Hugging you and wishing that moment never ends ^^

My mind ..

2011-10-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

Everyday , i wake up ..

I miss you ...Every move i make i think about what you doing ....

I miss you ...Every time i think ...YOU

I miss you... Even i am listening to my lecture..

I miss you... Even i am eating ..

I miss you... Even i am talking about other things ..

You are in my heart my mind ...every single day ..I MISS YOU ..

Thinking of you ....

Still coughing?

Busying?

Studying?

Eating?

Do you miss me?

I just miss you ..................

I wanted say love you .....

But i don't wan you to reply me i like you ...

I know my wrong ....for loving you too fast ....

But i can't control my feelings ...

Here i am Randy ...

Awaits a girl to love him ...

Awaits the moment he gonna be with his lover...

Awaits the hugs and kisses....

Awaits every move she make ...that makes him happy...

Awaits to see her smile ....that makes him so damn happy...

Awaits to do everything ....that makes us have our sweet memories.....

So ..LOVER OF RANDY ....

Do you willing to do that ?
What condition do RANDY need to have your love ?

Being kind
Trustful
A LOVE Heart

Any you wanna add ? just write it to the chat box ...

I will inform him ..
Tell you something ...

He really do love you ..
Please don't hurt him ....

Take care of my guy,Randy =D

Baby,try your best ^^ ..I will support you anyway ..

2011-10-24T16:57:00.000-07:00

Hey,baby ....

I know you are being busy and very stress of your studies ...

Many assignment and things need to be done and discuss with your friends..

I am sorry for can't helping you ><

I just can say i will always support you ...

Don't be too pressure ....

You can do it ....

What can i say ?

I miss you !

Gambateh!!!baby!!!

Don't make yourself too tired ...

Get more rest ..

I won't mind if you less call ..

Because i wan you to rest more for your studies..

I know when you are free ..

You will find me ....

So ......all the best ya =D

Smile more !!!! =)

-LOVE-

2011-10-23T07:43:00.000-07:00

☻When you love
you get hurt.
When you get hurt
you hate.
When you hate
you try to forget.
When you try to forget
you start missing.
When you start missing
you fall in love again..!

☻Never waste an opportunity 2 say
‘I love U’ to someone U really like
B’coz it is not everyday U’ll meet the person
Who has the magic to let U fall in love.

☻If I get your smile, I don’t need flowers.
If I get your voice, I don’t need music.
If you speak to me, I don’t listen any body else,
If you are with me, I don’t need the world.
Love You

☻A candle may melt
and it’s fire may die,
but the love you have
given me will always
stay as a flame in my heart.

☻Perfect Definition of Love
To give someone the complete
authority to destroy you
But
At the same time being confident
that he Or she will never do it!

☻A smile to put you on high…
A kiss to set your soul alright…
Would it be alright if
I spent tonight being loved by you?

☻The greatest weakness
of most humans
is their hesitancy
to tell others
how much they love them
while they’re alive.

☻If a kiss was a raindrop I’d send you showers,
If a hug was a second I’d send you hours,
If happiness was sand I’d send you the sea,
If love was a person I’d send you me.

☻What’s love?
Those who don’t like it call it a responsibility.
Those who play with it call it a game.
Those who don’t hv it call it a dream.
And
for me it’s U.

☻Some say they love rain,
but when it rains,
they use an umbrella.
Some say they love the sun
but when the sun shines,
they search for shade.
Some say they love the wind
but when it’s windy,
they close their windows.
That’s why,
I am scared,
when someone says :
“I love U”

You start to trust me ..

2011-10-22T22:47:00.001-07:00

I am so happy ..last night ..

You start to told me about your past...

This means you are starting to trust me ..

When the time comes...you will...say the 3 word..

You said if something that hard to get it ...but at last you get it ...

You will cherish it very much ....

So by i having you ...

I won't easily say the 3word ..

At least i want to ...

Let's have a test ...

when you get in love to me ..i say the 3word..

I will reply the 3word too.....

But i will just say it few times...

See what gonna happen if i did't say it..

If you pass the test..

You will ..have something special from me..before i back to miri and study ...

Believe in yourself .....

You are much more better than you think you are....

I will always support you baby ..

Thank you for starting to trust me ...

I wish you will always trust me ..

I believe fate bring us together ...

So i will cherish you like i always do^^..

I know ..

2011-10-22T01:12:00.001-07:00

I know you scare of me ...by looking you in the bad way ...

If you told me all of your past ...

You scare i would stop loving you when i get to know your past...

I know ....

I really do know ....

So i won't mind it ..

If you don't wanna say it out ..

I won't force ><

Having you making my life more better ...

Missing you everyday ..making me felt so warm ....

I will always need you ..

I doesn't wish our relationship ends...

So God..

Please bless us ...Bless our love would be long ..

Saying things like that making me not like me...

But saying things to wish to always be with you ...

Let me felt happier ...

Study what's pressure me...

But you helped me to make my pressure away...

By thinking positive mind ...

Thank you ,baby ....

Please don't leave me ...

[My Mother]

hi,mum...if you really did read my blog ...

I know you would mind i having relationship..

Scare that i going to be hurt again ..

I know that ..you worried me ....

But i learn to overcome my problem ...

I am 18 now ...i am no more kid ..

I will think ...

I wish you could understand my feeling...

If anything happens ...i will accept the fact ...

I will be strong ....believe me ..
This girl really do special to me...

When you get to know her ...

You will know ..

But not now ..

After years ...I will let you know ...

With your attitude, you would call her to break with me...

And concentrate my study...

Mom , i really did hard working on my study ...

Please don't worry about it again ..

I try my best i promise...

If i really can't did it ..

I will come back to work ...

I am sorry if i failed ..

But there is another way ...

I don't know yet ...

I will know if i failed..

Take care .....I coming back soon...mother ..

Have a nice day ...

Thank you for taking care of me when i am born..

I love you ,mother .....

Always be with you ,baby =D

2011-10-21T13:52:00.000-07:00

I wish i will always be with you ...
Please don't mind anything ..

I know i can't give you anything yet...

But i will do my best for future ....

I also wish that you would get happier with me and your dream come true...

Getting understand you now....

Please don't mind if i ask too much question ..

I am so noisy ..and talkative ...

Voice that you heard from me ..

You said it ..it is so special ....

I am so happy when i heard you said that ...

I know you past been very suffer and sad....

But on 2011 ...you got me ,baby....

I will always be with you on the next year >< ..

I know it would happen ..

Because i know ...You love me like i do ...

I trust you...

Giving my heart to you making you smile...i am happy with it ...

1more month ...

I will back to hometown ..

That time we could out...

So ....

Wait for me ,baby ...

When i met you , i will hug you tight ....

You are mine>< ...NO one gets you away from me ...

Please trust me ...i do love you ...

I know it take times ...

I will wait for you,baby....

I thought i will lost you ...but i did't=D

2011-10-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

If sometime i do something wrong ....
B,please forgive me ...

I never wanna hurt you ,my love ...

When you sudden get so cool to me ..

I really did think i gonna lost you ..

Because of my anger...

I know sometimes i scold ..I am sorry about it..

I am sorry that i push you away ...

Asking you doing the thing you don't wanna to ..

I wish you could understand my feelings...

I will wait for you to love me ...

I know it will be hard..

But i believe you will...

You just have not enough trust on me ..

I will try my best to gain trust from me ,baby^^...

I am sorry what i did wrong today ...

I thought i would lost you ...

GOOD THING I DID'T LOST YOU =D hehe ..i am so happy!

I almost cry .....

I miss you baby...

We gonna be like the picture one day ..

=You are Special to me=

2011-10-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

Remember this ?

I love you, baby..

Show me this when you really do love me..

You are so cute ...
That i can't get my eye away from you ...

Every time we 3G ...

Before that i have many to say ..

But when see you in 3G ...i can't talk anymore ..

I just wanna see your face for a long long time ...

Missing you everyday ...makes me feel happy..

Your smile give me energy of smiling ...

You makes my life brighter so much than before ...

You are so much special to me ...

I love you so much ..that you don't know about it..

When you get to know more about me...

You will know how much i love you baby ...

I know every girls wish to have a romantic guy ...

Just wanna tell you ..

Don't ask about romantic ..

Because i will always do ...

Surprise you all the time ..that's what i call as a romantic ..

Romantic comes from naturally ...

Just wait...

And you will know ..

You had make a wise decision that you choose me ^^,

Don't ask me why you are special ..

Because there are no reason to explain ..

You are special that makes me love you ...Remember that baby=)

I think that is the only reason ...Satisfy?haha ..Love you,Baby ..

Smile more ..I like your smile

When you love someone ....

2011-10-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

Any way ..

When you love someone..

Do you think they must met...

Then love to each other ..

Is that call love?

Erm....without meeting each other ...

But love her /him...

Is that love?

Ya,It is ...

Because no one says that love must be met together...

If you really did think ...

When you get to love a person must met each other ...

To me,

That not love...

Because sometimes...

People likes to see pretty girl or handsome guy...

But if they are not what you think..

You wouldn't love right?

So to me..

That doesn't call love...

Is just call as like your beauty or handsome..

Because you mind every weak point the person they have...

True love doesn't care anything ...

If people had their girlfriend/boyfriend...

Don't judge their love ...
If you don't understand "LOVE".

I don't know whether right or not ...

But to me ,it is right!

Tell something to you all who see my blog...

If you saw my previous post ...you will know what am i talking about....

I having a relationship now...

I doesn't wish anything happen to us ..

I wish she is the last one and no more...

Believe me..

I really did love you ...Trust my love to you..

You are so much special than all my girlfriend i had ...

You are more kind...

You are more cute..

You are more understanding me...

To other girls...

They wouldn't understand what am i thinking..

You are the one knows what i thinking..

You said that i am not enough kind to you ..

Because i wan you more ..remember me...

And concentrate on what i am saying,..

Wan you to know i love you ...

I can't even explain why i did love you..

But i just love you..

Believe me ..you may be are the one to me >,<

Time Pass So Fast =D

2011-10-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

When i came to miri ...

It was just May i think....

But now is October ...

Woohoo....i had my study at here almost 6months...

I thought i gonna be lonely whenever i back hometown....

Because i not use to out with friends....

Too tired...

But the reason ...that cant makes me tired...when i had my lover..

Every time i back my hometown...

I felt so lonely....i know i have my family and friends..

I used to had a girlfriend.....

When i had my lover..

I won't get tired easily ...

Anything about her ..
I will do it for her ..

Luckily i met a girl..

She was kind ...

She was so cute ...

She was a girl who knows what i thinking without telling her..

She was a girl that i wish to have...

She was perfect enough to be loved by me >,<

She makes me happy ...

She was so special...

She was so mysterious that makes me love so much about her...

I just wish she could be happy that she with me ..

I am sorry if i can't fulfill your condition on being your boyfriend...

But i will try my best....
I know i when i back ..
If we wanna out ..

Need you to drive me out ..

Please don't mind..
Next time...when i get my car license..

I will drive you out ...
I am sorry if this troubles you ..

Please...

I just wanna tell you ..
I love you ....

I wish when i back to hometown could met you ...My girl...

Me and you ....will be very happy..
God bless us please....

I found a love poems that express my feelings to you ..Wish you like it when you see it ...

============================================

This is "For you only my girl"

I love you for giving your heart to me

and trusting me with your pride

I love you for wanting me

and needing me by your side

I love you for the emotions

I never knew I had

I love you for making me smile

Whenever i feel sad

I love you for your thoughts of me

where I'm always on your mind

I love you for finding that part of me

that I never thought I'd find

I love you for the way you are

and for how you make me feel

But most of all "I LOVE YOU"

Because I know you are mine

for Real.....

Me and You ^^!~

2011-10-10T22:45:00.000-07:00

We are now together=D ..

I felt happy that you finally admit...

I know you haven't start to love me ..

But you will ...

Just not now=D..

I will wait for the day you say" I Love You,Randy"

Hehe......

Seem to be some kind of stupid ...

But when you get in love to a person ..

You will know ...

This kind of stupid makes her happy....

So nothing to be ashamed..

Love is stupid but it is sweet when you in love ...

Know what i mean?

Appreciate your lover....

If you don't ..she would run away to another guy ..

I gonna had her ...
I won't let you go ..

At least you doesn't love me anymore ..

So wish me luck on a new relationship....

Between Me n Her...=)

I am sick of Miri' Life ~

2011-10-02T04:10:00.001-07:00

At miri ..I studying in Riam Tech...

A school to learn Automotive Mechatronics Engineering....

Seem to be getting harder and harder ....

I think now i could handle it ..

But if?If i can't handle..how?

Who could help me?Without saying something stupid...

God please give me a way ..

I am still thinking to continue study ...or back home ..

My mother says don't force myself to study it if i can't..

But to my friends...They told me that ...

IF.....

If i did't continue my study now ...i am gonna have no future....

Friends who knows you ....

Friends would despise me ....

I will no face at home .....

Doing nothing ...

My Sister may be would say i am useless by not finish study and come back to home..

WASTE TIME WASTE MONEY!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!

I am so pressure about it...

My mother say if you don't wan to continue...
Come back and find another course that suit me...

But due to my spm result...is not that good enough ...

Because i just get 3 credit at my SPM...

I felt ashamed that i get a such bad result ...

I think my mother is the only who loves me so much ....

Even thought my result get that bad...

I disappoint my family and myself about my future...

Nowadays,without a certificate will makes me hard to have a good job with a good salary..

When i am in high school,my mother already get worry about my future because i never pay attention to my study..

I thought...

Actually i just wanna show my mother how good i am ...

And how proud i am to be her son ...

I wish she is not ashamed of having son like me..

I don't wanna to be a failure...

I can't get the target of studying here..

I mean ..

I need something to aim ..

To let me focus on that thing ...and ...

Success my study ...

Will it happen ?Will i success?

I am still wondering....

May God bless my lovely mother who works everyday earn money to raise the family..

I love you mother ...

I think i am not a good son to you ..

I will try my best to be a better son to you .........................

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Thank You MIKE!=D

2011-09-10T06:29:00.000-07:00

Mike Liew Jin Ming[sorry if i spell wrong]

After the thing that happens about my mom..

Good thing ..

My friend "Mike" accompany me play game to express my unhappiness...

I felt so grateful to have friend like him^^,

Today ...I went to his home ..

We were just gaming..

But i can know ..

He teaches me something about positive thinking..

I know even thought family was not really rich ..
He still can live well...

He wish to study at college...like me ..

But for me ..

I prefer work....

But he told me that working ..

Some kind boring than study ..

But at least i could have college life..

He wanted to have..

But his family can't afford it ..

But i still wish he could go for college..

So let's all say good luck to mike!!!

God bless you !..

He is the one who never say something bad of me ..

Honestly he is a very best friend i ever had ..

He just never like bad things..

Because he just wan his friends are all happy....

That's is what i admire him =D

So i gonna back miri tomorrow ..

So Mike,

TAKE CARE...

To other friends too..

Bye kk!~

I don't wish i was born...

2011-09-09T11:02:00.000-07:00

Why should i been born ?

I doesn't like it...

All my fault for being stupid ..right?

So ? So hard wanna to change..

My mother talked to me ..

I say she felt so badly when she saw me playing games..

She say ..laptop doesn't use for gaming..

I really know that ...

But does that mean i can't play game?

And 1more thing..

I back miri until now ..

She say she thought she could understand me ...

I did let her ..

But sometimes she over react on something about study ...

If A person ?who are 18 like me..

Can't you just STFU(Shut The Fuck Up)

I will do my thing..

That is what i choose ..

Just stop saying ..
And just wish i could be good ...

Support me..

Not that keep saying bad things on me ..

And all those stupid question...

Is that what mom do for support?

Is that call as a support to a son?

I know ..

I am still wrong for playing games..

I am big now ..

When i fall ,i will get up and won't give up on what i wan ..

As a mother , your job is to support ..

Not making me pressure and talking negative thing to ....

I know earn money doesn't that easy ...

Everyone knows that .

I appreciate that ..

I know you care about me ...

Just give some support enough..

I don't wan more pressure ..

Study is already hard enough ..

Plus pressure from my mom ..

I am getting crazy ..

That's the reason i don't to be born ..

I know that you just wanna care ..and wanna me have a good future..

But please...

Just let it go ..

Bird have to learn to fall,and get up to fly..

Then will success..

Another from that ..

I wish the girl could like me anyway..

Even thought she is elder than me ..

But love doesn't count on ages ...

-[BAD MOOD]-

Cousin went back to sandakan =(

2011-09-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

I am kind of bad ..
That they come i didt bring my cousins go for shopping ...
But gaming...
I love gaming because it gives fun to human being like me =D
Dota ,Sudden Attack and other games ^^ ...
I spend time to play game..
Because i want the time to get over faster ..
So that my unhappy things will pass away ...
I don't wanna think about the bad things..
But the stupid brain ..Did it ...@@
Out of the topic already..zZz
My cousins ,aunts..came ..
Even thought i am tired today ..I need to work for mummy at shop today ..
I felt happy that they came to visit kk ..
I less met them ..
I gonna miss them ..
Next Sunday 11/09/2011..I gonna back miri again for my studies..
I wish my studies gonna get well..
Yesterday ..I with my cousin ..that i call "kit kit"..
At 4pm we buy tickets for movie ..Name CAR 2
Was a nice mv ...^^
We watch it at suria...
Then ..it starts at 4.40pm..
So,we walk for awhile..
Then i saw a book store name "Times"...
Many kind of books there ..about story ...life....
I wanted to buy one book in that book store .
But i did not have enough money ...
But even i have...I didt think i got the time to read it ..
I wan to be reader ...
But i just can't i think...
If you wan me to talk ..
I talk many things about life..
Truth?all ...
FACE the truth to this world ...
Everyone looks from the face ...
Not inside ..Believe me ..
And Cindy..
I did't mean to disturb you ..
You been busy to be a tution teacher ..i know that ...
I really like you ....
But still i think ..we are impossible to be couple =D
But i don't care....
So be happy ...
Nothing to think ..
I going to back miri after 1 week ..
So for others ..have a nice day ^^,
Don't think too much ..
I just wish i have a nice future..
I scare i can't handle my studies at there ...
Wish me luck ya..
I know less people see my blog ..
But i can tell you ...many real story ..
If i wanted to....
I just need time ...
But sometimes ...
Everyone get lazy ..right?
I am 18
Born at 02/02/1993
Status Single
Attitude stupid ,funny?xD
aiya....i really don't know why the word love stick to me ..
Even i don't know what the feeling to be a husband or wife ...
I can know even i didt be it ..
I can know what some girls wanna to ..
What had happen to me?
Is that bad?
Why cant i just study and not thinking of love...
Bla bla bla ..
I hate Randy Wong Ket Liang..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

Finally now i at kk ..

2011-08-28T11:43:00.001-07:00

I seem to be sad every time...but i looks happy at outside...
2day 1.30pm ..i find a friend ....
She seem to be so good .....
She is a girl i like before...
We talk many ....about me actually...
Because i just wanna find someone to accompany...
Thank you to her ...
I felt better now ..
Actually...talk phone with her...
She seem to be the girl i like...
But she just say impossible..
But sometimes impossible could turn to possible.....
What the problem i can't have her ...
We have ...distance problem ...
I have no confident on me ..
Everything i told her ..all is truth ..
She seem to be understand me..
No one could understand whats i felt ...
She did ...
She makes me fell comfortable when i talking to her ..
I won't have any pressure ..or need to find some topic to talk to ...
If future ....i wish i could be with her ..
I will love her as long as i live ...
I never thought i say this ..
But i did ...i like her ..
But she never knows ...because she say "Impossible"
I wish people who saw this or you saw it ...
You could know who am i talking about...
There is a hard thing ..You can understand me ...Wa....
Never have anyone did ...understand me that much ..
I couldn't tell any special about you but i just like the way you are ...normal ...
I didn't wish to have a sexy girl....
But i wish i could have girl who could give a comfortable feeling ....and loves me ...
If people never been hurt by love ..they never get mature enough..
I am mature now ..
But i don't wanna to ..
Sometimes being like a kid ...is better to be a mature guy or anything ..
When u act yourself a kid, you will just do and never think that much ..
Because anything happens ..at last you will still smile....
Girl who talked phone with me just now ...
Thank you very much for your talk ..
I told you i like you ...
Like can be many and love just ones ..
If i could be the one who loves you ..
I won't let you get hurt like u did by other guys ...
I wish you could understand what i am saying ...
God bless you ! ~
Be happy and smile always =D
I will try to be stronger like you say ..
[A Special Girl]=Name C**** C***

Creepy things that happen last night T.T

2011-08-17T07:00:00.001-07:00

[16.08.2011]

Yesterday ,midnight 1am ...me and my roommate talking very fun at room while we sleeping ....

Something went through the window..

My friend saw a shadow walked through at the window..

At i ...i saw light ...then sudden it change to black..

Seem to be have something there?

Starting to be creepy ...

I thought i am the only who saw or heard something...

Then ....i just act nothing happens....

Today ,morning...My friend tell me...
I say when we playing Game...

Something rings ...

The sound is from his laptop..

But not his phone...

And the ring tone he never had ...

So scary ...

The most make me afraid is...

We saw the same thing....

4 of us ...

But something special about me...

I heard footstep ..

But they didn't ...What is that mean ..?

So scary ...hard to explain the situation....

So to check out ...

Is it real...
We 4....gonna sleep together in one room ...

see that we gonna see something or not..

So i wish all things gonna be ...

NOthing......T.t

Scary zzz

Sick @@

2011-08-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

I sick badly=(

I hope my sick gonna disappear....>,<

I can't stop coughing.....

May God Bless you....

Next time gonna have a new story of me =D....

I gonna tell a history of me ^^..

So awaits of that ya....

Tata...........=)

1st time in bus@@......[Duncan Fung] So funny xD

2011-08-07T03:02:00.000-07:00

His 1st time on bus ....
He told me....

Smelly ....and boring...xD

Good thing ,we saw a pretty girl =D

Then he say ....

"WAO,Sok 4!!!!!"

Haha...

We 3 so BI!!!!!!

Duncan,Samuel,Randy....

haha....
Cute?
TAta~

-[Time]-

2011-07-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

People never know when they change ....

Because when they did change ..They won't know...

Only friends behind will know that....

Sometimes....

Change could be a good thing....

People who think negative...

Could change to think positive..

That is the good point of changing your personal attitude..

Today i met a girl..who was my ex-girlfriend...

We talked....much enough i think..

Because the one who talking was only me...
She don't talk much like i did....

She just know to smile ...
I loves her smile very much from the day i know her...

Her smile makes me happy=D

But now we were not together more..

So we were still friend i think..

I can figure out what the girls/boys's heart thinking but ..

I really can't figure my heart ..

When i saw her ...
I just know i can still feel the love on her ....

Something that never change is the feeling on her ....

When the moment i see her...

I can still feel that feel...
I am still trying to get away the feeling on her ...
I don't wanna t suffer....

I know think positively ...
I can do it...for not thinking ..
But i still have to face her any day....

So i face her and i know the feeling still there...

Oh my god...when it gonna gone...=(

I never thought it was still there....until today i knows...

I think the feeling of missing her?or love her?

I really can't figure it out...

I disappointed my brother...
He wanted to out with me for shi sha..
But i can't..
I am sorry...
For this week...I need to accompany my mother...for ones..
Because she keep complain about i keep out with friends...

So,i wanted to be a good son ..not a bad son...

Brother,I wish you could understand ..Please don't blame me..

I love my mother so do i love you brother...so forgive me for my selfish...

I love my family ..and no one...

No one could replace them ....

Yesterday i night ...

[In the Church]

I went to church ....

I did nothing...

I did't pray much everyday..

So ...in my heart...

I am praying so that my life could be better and better...

So ,when they wan us to go front ..

And asked...who wanted to be bless...

Stand front ...I don't know how to explain....

If you understand good...

I just wish god bless me =D...

I will try to pray everyday before i sleep ...

I try my best....to workship the god...

I am trying to learn more from god..

I am trying my best on my study .....

So wish nothing goes wrong this year..

So all the best to me ya=D

My brothers Mr.Ang Vui Fung and Mr.Kelvin Yong

2011-07-17T12:27:00.000-07:00

Mr .Ang Vui Fung

Mr.Kelvin Yong Wei Chiang

Brothers...Love you 2 just like my brothers...
Wish u 2 same ...xD

We talked many thing...

So long ..

We 3brothers no spend time together..=D

And we are now skping playing game together...

For 3hours more...

I think we not going to sleep...

We missed each other...

Because Kel at KL

Ang with me at kk^^

We were mean to be brothers...

I wish our brother ship could stay until forever....

1st Day on kk =D

2011-07-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

I back from miri ...
Yesterday i am at kk....my hometown....
It is some boring....
I told my mother i gonna out to wawasan for cutting my hair...
Then my Hair Stylish say "he doesn't bring his scissor to cut hair..
Should i believe him?
SO then i walk alone to center...
Actually i out alone...to find something about lonely and what really i mean to my own life...
Finally yesterday i know ...the image of my playboy is still there...
But anyway ...i felt the way in single....
I know the feeling of single ..have some kind of boring..
I felt free.....
Then i know my friend mean ..that she told me ...
Couple is not necessary because alone....
Could be better...
You will carry no pressure on your life...
But i didn't mean that..
Sometime if he/she not the right one ...
You can't force he/she to love you...
So We should let it be natural...
Real Love will come ....any time...
Because i know God gonna bless us ...
God gonna arrange all for us ...
So ?
No worries=D
I felt happy now ...
I know what i wan ...
When i was at kk....
I saw almost all of my friends couple...
So cute ?right?
When i couple..they didn't not ..
Now they couple..i didn't not?
Is that funny?
I admire people who have their love...
SO?
Appreciate your lover ...
DON'T ever hurt your lover....=D
I can tell my friends who see my blog ...
I can honestly tell you all....
Now i liked many girl....
"Like can many but Love just one"...right?
So i wish the real one gonna come..
I am now trying to study hard on what i take in miri..
So wish people who saw my blog comment me and shoutbox...
Support me leh=D
Give some friend support...
If you don't wanna to ..
I won't force..
Wish everyone have a good day ...
And good luck to you all...
Bye =)

after today ..tomorrow i am going back to hometown [KK]

2011-07-14T17:11:00.000-07:00

Haha...something i never thought ....people who hate me at the past ...

They don't like to talk to me...But now they talked to me ...
Is that funny?xD

So people who hates me ...they doesn't hate me anymore i think...

Talking can helps a lot to me...

Because staying at here, miri..the stuckers place i ever been....

I can't stop telling you guys...this place sucks! Damn boring...
Bad service..

No pretty girls...

Not friendly enough..

Not much place to play...

I always at home with the nanny...that who take care of us....

SO not free!

No car..

Stupid teachers..

I hate this place...SO MUCH!!!!

Every time i called my friend for chatting....

They don't mind at all because i am the one who call...

I am using my money to call them..

But what i hate.....is

They never call back...

Should hate them?or just my wrong for calling ?

Can't they call back ?

But don't call back with bringing a force feeling...

Like i forcing you to call me ...
I hate those feeling ...i fking hate it..

Now one year, i had no gf..

I break the record of myself ..For not dating girls for 1year...

Is that amazing?NO!

Without girls..my life got some boring...
Every time i watched love movies...making me jealous....

I missed the moment i hug and kiss my girl...

But now i don't have my girl then got myself alone....

I am a little over react?

About asking..

Do you have a sex life?

Just like the american's says...

My hometown i think not much...
I think no one gonna comment about "sex life"?right?

Because this is sensitive to girls and the public ......

Why my home town so not open minded ? =(

So the last thing is ...
I just wish tomorrow i back my town gonna have fun ..

for 1week...

Wish me gonna have a fun week ...=D

[Miss me ya^^..(As your friend)]

I am sorry ,mother =(

2011-07-10T07:20:00.000-07:00

Picture Of Mother and Son

Every time i miss understand my mother ....

She loves me so much ...that no one could replace her....

We really don't know what gonna happens at future.....

I make mistake all the time...

I does many thing ...that make my mother worry ...

I scold her...I really hate myself...I no respect her as my mother...

I really sorry to her...

My wrong for not attending classes....

My sister disappointed on me.....because word that said by her ..i did't hear in my heart..

What that fucking make me angry is ..my friend's mother...

I hate her for being so annoying...

Why must her mother so damn ...fucking annoying...

My mother could be no worry to me on miri ....I study now ....

But her mom so big mouth ..told my mother things that she shouldn't told...

Studying here ..i thought i could free ....from my mother's hand ...

And when i back kk ..i could give a good image to my mother ..that "Wao!, your son had study great"

Mother:I am proud of you my son...

But now her mother spoil something like that ...

I know absent to class is a wrong thing...

But it think it is wasting time on going there...by the teachers talking non-sense...

So, i thought my friend who goes there...take details to me ..and i study myself..

I thought this is better.....

Because of his mother,spoil the good image of me in my mother's heart...

I scold my mother ,and i hurt her with bad words...
I really don't wan to be a bad boy...

I wanna be a responsible and respectful son to my mother...

This incident had spoil my image to my mother ...

I promise myself no more second time....
I can never make my mother disappoint again...

No more .!I love you for everything ..
I really sorry for bad words i scold ....

I wish you could forgive me ..for my mistake ...

I am sorry,mother =(

Picture Of Me and My Mother =)

I love you mom ..

My brother [Mr.Ang] =)

2011-07-07T12:21:00.000-07:00

My best brother i ever had ....
Never bad to me....

For this few years...
Even thought when we play DOTA....

He scold...But i know he is always correct ....

I remember that time we argue BECAUSE OF A STUPID GAME!!!

At last ,we still best brother...

We sorry to each other..

and forgive each other...

A best brother i never gonna had in my life...

I gonna appreciate him forever best friend best brother!!! =)

I know him for 3years more....

I know not long enough...

But our friendship so damn close!..
He really like my brother...
I thank God for that....
Whenever i unhappy....

I find him...

He will never refuse ...

And talk with me ..just like my family ....
I love him my brother...and i miss u ...this doesn't sound gay...

My best brother ever!!!!

I wish he did think that so toO.....
I felt very happy to have you as my best brother....

Let my blog friends see my brother picture....He is a handsome guy...

Mr.Ang

[BEST BROTHER]

THANK YOU ....ANG VUI FUNG...

BROTHER FOREVER!RIGHT?=D

Megan Fox-My Dream Girl =)

2011-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

MY dream girl^^

She so sexy!!!!!

I wish she really a women ....

But ..She is not ..haih...
but i will still support him..

Smile give people the feeling of happy...

2011-07-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

Something to tell you all....

My blog seem to be not much who read....

Because no one comment at my chat box...

My blog suck is it?

Nevermind then.. I just write my blog for myself...

So that i can have a good and positive thinking at miri here now....

Because this place is driving me crazy ,....So damn boring...many assignment to do ...

Getting hard and hard ..boring and boring...

I wish i can still handle to stay here for study in this Riam tech...

Other than that i just thank you people who read support my blog..

Talking about smile....

Smile is a important emotion to all human being..

When u smile to a person...

That person could feel may be you are a good person...But simple smile....

If the person no smile at you ..you gonna think he/she is a bad guy...

So better smile let people feel your nice....

I do that when i just know a person and to all my friend...

When a person is sad..you smile at her /him...

She/he may have happy a bit.

Because a smile got a really power energy that can make people more happy ..

[男性而爱，女人为爱而性人为]This is right ....

But actually boys doesn't that bad...just may be is wan it for fun?I think ...

Or making love always include in dating for a relationship i think...

Day by day ...I miss u ..

2011-06-27T02:50:00.000-07:00

This is what i only can take the post for this year !=) [nice?]

Something that i never know....

Actually who i really like or love for now?

Am i really a play boy that cant be changed?xD

I never was a "Play boy"

The name of "Playboy"comes from my friends when i still study at secondary school...

I change girlfriend[gf] not because of i wan new gf...

If i don't like her anymore...should i still lie myself and be with her?

That's is wrong anyway...

So i never wanna to lie...

Lie is something that may can let those girls happy...

Am i bad?TO make them happy by lie them i like them...

So blog walkers who read my blog...tell me ...am i wrong or right?

I am now finding the one for me....~

But i never could after a girl i loved.....

I think i still fall on her...

How to give up on her?

I think i just never wanna to give up...

Love is complicated that makes me hate it ....

But Love also can be sweet that makes me love it so much...

When i had love ....i feel more comfortable...

When i am not happy ...she would hear whatever i say ...

And do something to make me feel happy..

Because i sad she sad...

I happy she happy...

This is a sweet love i know..

Love is something that never can be describe...

But why now still are people asking this stupid question?

Izit because you don't wanna admit you really in love with that guy?

Answer me ....my friends if u could...or u did read this....Thank you very much....

If you helped me satisfy this kind of problem...

I will appreciate it if you did....

So that's my picture for this year....

I don't know when i gonna ..take picture...again..

So anyone who likes my picture ..or wanna see more picture....

PLEASE BE PATIENT !

AND TO ME A FAVOR =)

SMILE ALWAYS SO THAT PEOPLE WHO SEE YOU SMILE TOO^^

THANK YOU FOR READING!

COPYRIGHT BY MR.RANDY=)

My small sister...=)

2011-06-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

I miss my sister so much...and my family too...

It had been very long......i had no talk wit my small sis...

In my family she was the smallest...I loves her so much ....

And NOW i at miri study..I missed her so much...

Until just now before my dinner.....i called my sister...

We talk so much...not always...when i was home..

We always get to fight...So we always give a ugly face to each other....

We talked so much..about her studies...her life...

We just like friend but it is more than friend...because she is my lovely sister..

She seem to get used....without me...

For my mother,heard from my sister...

She told me that my mom missed me so much.

My mother still not used to stay at kk without me...=)

So i wish my mum dun worry too much.....

I will be back ....Just wait ...

I go for study ..so that i can earn money to bring you many place...or buy a car for u =)

I wish all had a happy face....with a big smile...

Dun think much just give me your smiley face^^

TO all readers who read my blog...sorry for writing broken english ya...PLease get use to it ya ...TY

Sunday at miri...

2011-06-11T17:50:00.000-07:00

这里没什么好玩。。。

我有家人爱，朋友的爱。。。

正常来说我是幸福的。。。。

但为什么。。我会一直想有个女友。。。

会想要被爱。。。

总之我对“爱情” 这两个字会很感兴趣。。。

爱个人。。我觉得是要付出很多代价。。。。

所以我不敢。。因为曾经被伤害过。。。

如果可以，我会希望我不会遇到她。。。

如果没遇到她。。。可能我的笑容永远都存在。。。

我真的想要有个很爱很爱我的女人。。。

（想太多）

Another new day on miri=)

2011-06-07T16:23:00.000-07:00

I am starting to think more positive at miri even though...miri sucks...xD

I try my best to get use the life at here...

At last, I did it...

Just for sometimes too boring...so will feel desperate at here..

Another good new to me...and my friends who see my blog...

My hair is getting longer so gonna put some picture here at my blog ...

After few months ...SOon....

Good things are always need to wait=D

So....everything gonna be good ....if u wait....[=Believe this]

I have many assignment havent done yet....i never pray much ..

But i still wish god bless me on everthing=D

So good luck to me ya^^

Bye bye friends...

WAIT FOR NEXT UPDATE YA>>>>

ANYTHING JUZ COMMENT ME AT THE CHATBOX=)

A girl that i loved be4 ...=)

2011-05-30T14:06:00.000-07:00

Hey,my friends...

HI again to all blog walkers...

And my friends...

yesterday ...i talked with a girl that i had nt seen or talk wit her for almost few years...

then at 12am midnight 2day..we talked ..i found her fb and approve her...

I did't thought we could still talk to each other as well as last time...

Unbelievable..She talked to me...We talked for almost 2hours...

With me calling her...even thought waste some money...

Bt i am happy to knw that she is safe and happy...

I miss her so much ..

I regret something.....

I regret that i broke with her...

Any way...the goood thing is..we are friend^^,

i duno wat wil happen next day ...on us...

Coz i seem to like her.....=="

She changed a lot....

EVen thought she gt bad past...

Bt she is nw better...

Anyway thx god for giving chance to me...to talk to her again..

I wish i could really had fun with her on december...if i could go to KL with her =)

In my mind,other than family or study ...Is LOVE WHY!?!?

2011-05-23T05:24:00.000-07:00

SMiLE=)

Sweet !

LOVE~

Everyday think of the same thing....so pity!

Why the word "LOVE" keep stick at me?

I so hate when i think dao Love....

Makes me jealous about it!

Girls disspointed me for ones ...

And i wont let it happen again...

Thats why i dun have a girlfriend until nw...

Everyone keep asking me ...did u had a gf? I say "NO"..

They say dun fake means i hav gf la...bt i reali dun have...

I wrote something at my blog....

I been told by fren me ugly...izit?

T.t...

I think i should believe it..i getting ugly ...

Haih ...I just wish tis 2years can finish faster....

Getting boring at miri....

All the best to me ya ,GOD!

God bless.....

Remember to smile...

When everyone looks at ur smile...they wilL be happy because of that smile =)

Believe IT^^

My Mistake!=(

2011-05-08T12:05:00.000-07:00

haih...I had few frens...that we called it as brother...

Ang,Yam,Chai,Kel(At KL)....

We always out when we were free...

I felt very lucky to have these frens ....wit me...

yesterday was mother's day...

and nw the time is 3am....i havent slep ...

and wanted to share my story..

My brother ang....Even though,we are not real brother!

But in my heart he is my brother and kel tu...

Sometimes...me n ang had a special story...

We had same bad history ...that makes us sad because of girl...

So we get to be very friendly til i treat him as my bro!

I knw it is disgusting...and gay...

Bt i love Ang and kel,yam as my bro...

They accompany when i just came out from ns...

And nw i wan go back miri to study ..they still accompany me...

Makes me happy even thought i spend them...

Ang would say ...yii,RANDY so gay ..xD

I knw..

Lucky i knw u...

U all always wait me with patiently?..

I go out wit u all...chai yam ang xiang....out 4 dota...

I am sorry that i feed...

LOL!

Coz i really panic!

I feeded zzz...

I wont feed next time...

I had blame wrong my mum...

When i back home...

i think awhile..at room...

Shit!

ATCUALLY IT IS ALL MY FAULT THAT CAUSE TIS!

My mom worried....I am sorry plus mother's day.!

As a son to my mom...i should prepare all my things so that she wont worry...

And my frens and i....I am sorry ...all my mistake..sometime u all wan late abit bt i ned go...

atcually mistake from me ..makes my mom worry then cant out late ...

I am sorry mom !and my frens....

I wish u all could understand when c tis...

Anyway I love u bro (Ang)...WIsh u are too...[GAY xD]

I wish our friendship wont ends!

I hope god could do that for me...TY=)

I love my mom too!happy mother's day!

I couldn't give wat to u mom....

But i will study hard to earn money ...so that u had time to rest and nt to work anymore...

Sometime i sohai...and talk too much ..i felt annoy too...haha

Bt if like that i could make my friends happy...i rather as a sohai ...

WIsh my frens wil remember and treat me as a real real fren..

Bye mom and guys BRO!

MEt u at july^^

I will be back!wahaha..

NEXT TIME TAKE SOME PICTURE!REMND ME ANG!!!!!!!!!!

Modern 1GB ....

2011-04-26T17:38:00.000-07:00

1modern 1gb ...couldn't support 4 person to use it...
Because it is not enough !
Nvm then..already we share ..
Bt tzm ,he go cable the line with the modern !
Like that confirm wil lag la for the other...
Why he so selfish?
Good thing i change room if nt i wil gone crazy!
Wtf.....
Better use myself register my own !....
Hw share....he is nw stil cable his laptop to the modern!
SO wat?i CAnt play games?!
DOTA AND HON LAG!
God tell me wat to do please..T.t
I m|ss her =)

My friend who hates me for a long time ...

2011-04-21T19:13:00.000-07:00

She is a beauty and a cute girl...
I admire her beauty for a long time...
Many boys are excited to knew her..
Because she is pretty...
Just now i just chat with her at fb....
I never thought she will chat with me and hear my comment to her..
Because she hates me ...
She told me because i am a playboy and unmatural guy..
I admit it^^....
but just now we truly chat as friend ..
Impossible !xD
But anyway..she seems to have some problems on her lifes...
So friends...Help me do something...
Pray for her so that he can solve her problem early ....
Let her happy every day...
Wish u all the best my fren!Good luck! =)
HAte me ya ..remember that my fren xD

Something to tell...

2011-04-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

Why everyone can stay their life so relax..
They accept the faith or wat?
Hmm,did they think they ugly or wat?
I asked ...some of the people...
Dun care at all....
Because they said face ..to people just a respect...but not to show how nice is ur look...
I asked myself ..many time...izit?real?
Plus why LOVE this word make me feels so comfortable....sometimes..
But when LOVE hurts me ...i will fell different...
Because heart break!=('
haha....sometime mature....to me...
not good ...because not "you mo"!
xD
Be happy!Give a smile to me...
then i wil giv u a big smile..
I wish i could be very very happy..

For now ,i get emotional easily...
why?
Many of friend share their story to me..
And i helped ...
But why couldn't i help myself ==
Believe me ...
I looked like a playboy...
But i am just duno...
MAy be tat is me?!
Like can many..
But Love just can one..

I believe that ....TRUE!
My life full of pressure that i cant take....
i release it by shouting loud at anywhere i wan ..
ARGHHHHH!
I love u.....BABE xD

Sarawak shopping center! X.X

2011-04-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hi my fellow friends......
Tell you all something....
Dun ever come sarawak...
Because sarawak was so damn shit boring!
Plus my friends and i went to eat at pizza hut...
I though it could release my stress...
But DAMN!
Their service so Shit!
We sit there 10mins no one serve us ...
Plus their pizza sucks ...
Thats all....
For all who view my blog...
Please put ur blog page....
So that i can view ur blog too....
Dun put website ....
=)

Boring =(

2011-04-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

NOW I AM AT MIRI !
I though it could be fun.....
But i very boring...boring dao....nothing to do...
Play dota aso sien...keep lose ....
Why so many noob in this world!!!!!!
......
Suan liaao....
Play hon aso many noob...until my psr low....
Very dulan noob people....
So,what can do ?
Tfk?
haha.....
Just dreaming onli lu xP

I am nw at Miri =)

2011-04-15T02:09:00.000-07:00

I am at miri.....
1st boring...
2nd nothing to do..
I wish i could just pass away ! xD
[touch wood]
hahah...kidding d
Sienz....
I had in love to a girl tat name.....{u cannnot knw^^}
She do not believe that i likes her ....
Because before tis few years ...
I am a play boy....
It was sad when i heard tat ..bt nothing..
time tell truth!=)
She asked me that what i like on her?
I answer .....i like just like ...
because i have no reason..
This come from my feeling...

Wish she could understand ....

All the best ..
Wish me luck^^

Laptop^^

2011-04-09T01:42:00.001-07:00

I got a laptop 2day ^^
I was happy ...but i duno wan how to express my happy xD
so tats all!
New laptop xDDDD

LapTop !!!!! [Story]

2011-04-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

hi everyone,
I had not update for my blog....sorry about that..
i think many of my friend i wanted to knw hows my look after NS?
Bt i wont let u c me "botak"..juz let u all c me wear snow hat xD...
Here it is !^^

ugly rite?

I will upload again my picture....with hair next time =)
I think it will be better looking then this =="
So Laptop?
Ya ,i am happy!
But ..about that..
whats that make me unhappy is because of my elder sister and my mother..

My elder sis ,she was the one i most hate !....Keep on saying don't buy for me the laptop 1st...So my mom heard of it!..then she will buy but not that fast..Nevermind ...I can wait....I wish my mother can stop her talk on me...
I know i play too much game...
But i boring..!
I will try to less play...
Then she told me many many time...
Mother:RANDY! If i buy the laptop for you arh! I dun wan see you keep play game!
Everyday i back home at night...You just play game..
Randy: When the time i no play games...you were working! WtF.....Nvm then i just quiet lo!
Uncle & Aunty: Randy ,aiya....hear what your mom say ..dun argue wit her...may be she is right...why don't you just hear ...may be ..she would'nt scold u......[Randy:I did it ,but stil the same]...She loves u thats why she scold you...and about the laptop...she was worried that you would play too much and not too study....If like tat your mom that spend u to college wasted ...! Do u knw about that? [Randy:i knw i knw!...Dun make me angry Wtf...u talking what i knw nvm ..i juz silence=)]
Aiya...laptop...is for your study not for your game!...Remember that!Randy Wong Ket Liang! [%*@#! I dun like ppl call my full name! ]
After that conversation.....i went to my room hear music..^^
I really i hope my family read my blog...i just wan them to know my feelings....
But always what i say..I am still wrong ....Why?i asked....the same answer they gave!
So i will be silence when they scold to me or anything that i don't like..
I had tried my best to heard what they say ..And it makes me pressure....
So .....i think may be my action is still bad...
So ...I am sorry...
Please buy laptop..then buy it...
DON'T TALK NONSENSE TO ME!
DO IT ! DON"T MAKE THOSE ACTION THAT I WON"T LIKE ! DON"T FORCE ME!
Believe my life ..i know not the worst...but also not the best!
I can tell you that i know i can eat can drink i can live i can talk i can hear...
Thats what good on me!I am sorry those who cant hear cant talk anything ....
I am very sorry that...At here i wish u all...would get a better life from time to time....

I thank you GOD! FOR making my life better and better....GOD BLESS ALL MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS!

MAKE ACTION DON"T JUST TALK![Randy]

-My LIfe Never Perfect-

2011-03-17T03:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i felt better not be home and alone....
I love my mom but sometimes....just she makes me speechless...
I wish everything get better and better..but not worst and worst again...
I changed some of my attitude because i been hurt and regret of what i do in pass..
I am greatful that i came back home from Ns............
I wanted to change my attitude to make my mom feel i am independent...
Now my home maid had went home....
And i am needed to clean the house....
I am wondering about those teenagers couple....
Before u couple,do u think of ur family?
I can very confirm 80% of them wont think their family..
Because of love dun respect family....
Nw love stand everything...even family..teenagers wont care....
Family suffer from watching their kids walk on wrong step...
But hw.....they never hear...
When ur mom or dad crying coz of u ...
U wont knw..
This is what i regret....
I done everything for my love and argue wit my family.......
I am juz 15years old tat time....
My mom says every time to me ...
"U havent knw hw to earn money,please don't have a girlfriend..
"Tis wil cause u not concentrate on ur study"...
"Because u juz wanna love and wit ur gf"...
I never hear wat she say ...
But now i regret...
I wilL try my best to do the best....
May god bless me...."Help me ,GOD" T,T
I am having a bad time ....every year...
Please make my life better than now...
I had not couple for 1year .....
And i am now 18years old.....
My b'day 02/02/1993...
I am stilL thinking of my future..
If got time machine..I wish i can go back to my pass and correct my mistake...
Bt this wont happen...
What had happen ...happens...
I cant change wat had happen......
What i ned to do is to ....do my best..
I wish i could do it eventhought i had no confident ....
And my hair wish it can grow faster..

To all teenagers{My Comment) :
Think of ur family please......
U wilL regret if u don think of them....
Please study hard!!!!=)

i back from Ns le^^

2011-03-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

ntg special to say ..

juz boring ...
and ..

boring ...xD

Going to Ns again xP

2011-02-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

Wish it going to be better...xD
Many ang pao i take^^....
i am happy ...
eRm i wil post something about Chinese New Year...and picture too...
But it is nt reali nice...coz i wear snow hat xDD
felt like weird.....

PLKN lo............BYE EVERYONE

2011-01-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

hey ,friends who knw me or ppl who read my blog......
I am going to National Service .....
Start from nw stiLL gt 7 hour to go.....
I wiLL go..............................
I gonna miss my home..my family....my girls......xDDDDDDD
kidding.....
I will miss girls tat like me and nt like me xPPPPPP
haha~believe me ..... I gonna had a bright future....
I had faith at myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
So tats all ......erm....bye guys ....
Wish everyone all the best this year!!!!!!!!SMILE MORE HAPPY MORE ^^
SAmi na mina eh eh
waka waka eh eh..
Sami na mi ...hehe....
I am born at 2.2.93!!!!!!!!!!!

Remember my b'day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!PRESENT!!!!!!!!

1st of January ^^,

2011-01-01T01:27:00.000-08:00

1st of January.............."2011"
Year 2011 ... A whole new year to tis year xDDD
Wat wilL Do in my future....
Tis Question is making me very ..........==
Future future .....
After PLKN exam result coming .......
Wish a best result i get^^
Happy New Year!=)

PLKN coming......Tulam geting bigger...... going to make i t away =D

2010-12-30T07:56:00.000-08:00

Few more days to PLKN...i going to miss my family...1st my mum.....she very annoying..atcuallly.....xD bt i stil love her very much!
2nd my small sis i am very worry of her...coz she looks like getting bad learn bad.....
I wish she could remember wat i comment to her.....i wan her to be a good girl nt a bad girl ..i love her so much.....><>
Funny guy giv me freee!!!!!!!!!!!
Holiday wit my cousin!!!!!!!!!
He drink starbuck!!!!!!!!
He learn to say "bitch" from me...
I am nt proud of tis!><
PLz forget it....bitch!xP

Time past faster than i thought .....

2010-12-24T15:01:00.000-08:00

When i am on Spm .........i was wishing..to end it faster..! bT nw had end already 3 days ago..
I felt upset because i don't knw when can i see my friends anymore even thought they are annoying bt stil my friends anyway.....2day is Merry Christmas!
I wish Everyone Merry Christmas !
Wish next year gonna be a good year =)
New Year New Begining ^^,
So good luck everyone to your future !
hohohohohoohoh.................
"MERRY CHRISTMAS!"
WE WISH U THE MERRY CHRISTMAS WE WISH U THE MERRY CHRISTMAS !
AND THE HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HALALUYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOD BLESS US ALL

Who am I?

2010-12-16T05:42:00.000-08:00

I am just a simpLe guY wit simple lOok~
DUn addicted To me or flirt by me =D
Because when u do Likes ,it would be pain...
And Heart Broken ... I wil just say sorRy , I am did not do it in purpose......
My flirt on girls are naturally.....i think whn i nt flirt ppl say me flirt girls =)
The point is I am Randy =D
I starting to open-minded!XD
New Year is coming ...
New Life is coming...
New Me is coming...
Year 2011!!!!
Wish It would be a happy year foR me!
Sayunara!=P
My blog all about my liFe and Story ...
Sharing is wat I do^^,

Being happY noT tat easy T.T

2010-12-14T23:09:00.000-08:00

Last year, i happy coZ i had a girL tat i lovE be4....n verY much T.T We break with some bad reasoN....i start to happy becoz i had her..love her so much...til i could giv my life 4 her..
i knw it is unmature!bT i love her tat time... nW!i felT verY lonely ,boring and unhappy.....
After d time we break ~ i dunt knw hw to be happy! Even my fren laughs i juz laugh atcually i am nt happy!T.T
I am nt open minded! plZ.... i wilL be better after writting tis... coz tis thing..in my heart so long i dun dare say it out~ i dun wan ppl c me unhappy
I wan smile and c my frens smilE =)
I wish all pain wil go away and my happiness wil come back! ^^

15days to Finish my spm!=D

2010-12-04T20:04:00.000-08:00

I am happy the coming freedom.....bt...i had be choosen to go for national service!=(
haih....for almost 3months..!so long .... after d national service..!i must play play play 99....
^^~i stil had no plan for my future... thinking..wish i could solve tis promblem....
This world must live wit love ...right?without love it is many bad thing could happen....i cant describe...LOVE is wat i wan .....bt future is wat i must do to for my future family or my life=P
i wil update again...wait & wait!^^

I am back realease my pressure!

2010-10-12T20:31:00.000-07:00

Spm is coming ......bt i hate to think of it....
Plan wat to do at future?
-duno
-duno+duno
-duno+duno+duno

i moody everyday ...hw to happy like i oweyz do?
i hate love..coz it hurts...til nw i duno hw to smile...happily..
nw i smile juz to let ppl knw i am happy..bt atcualy i am nt...
FUTURE wat i gonna do musT let me happy plz...god bless me..
i fell alone everyday ?reali coz no gf?or i juz duno to stop ...thinking...
i juz wan to be happy ...why couldn't i do it...
Grand me luck....plz...
SPM i try hard .......
after sPm i gonna FReak out....playing games...going out play...watch mv....
play wit frens..out wer i can go^^
S=So
P=Pig
M=Man
=)

I wish all going to be great on my future!~

To my frens,
i juz wish they are healthy^^

My photos wit families^^

2010-07-24T09:10:00.001-07:00

my mom n i special*

me n my sis'b'day!^^

Love?

2010-05-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

no love 4 so long~
do i stil wil find my lovE?
NVM!~juz study !...

soRry 4 no updaTe^.^

2010-03-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

the reason i dun update~coz no mood !
many thing happEn tis year !
make me feLl so.....
duno how to say those feeling..
so tis few months your year wont update~i wan think
think of who am i~n why cant i happy!
happy but nt natural~haiya~u all wont understand la~sorry la~4 no update!xD

i am back =)

2010-02-26T16:14:00.000-08:00

sTil remember me?
i am rAnDy...
soRry 4 didT updaTe to mY bloG~coZ tis yeaR me sPm~n tis yeaR lasT yeaR!!!
neD to sTudy le ~wan exam~waT did i sTudy~shiT!!!
hahah~
juz tel everyone be happY whenever wat happenS!!!^^~

2day~at wisma!xD~see dao a verY lenG d giRl until now~sTil miss her la^^

2010-01-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

haha~tat giRl reali arhx~lenG dao~
me n nic also see o~
nic come my shop we talk about dance d thing ~
then sudden the girl walk through~
wao!xD~so lenG~
even nicholas also say lenG o~
maY be coz tat giRl 有气质~make dao me n him~miss her!!!xD
2day no pic~coZ me ugly liao~
cut haiR joR ~
haha~tats alL~
wish i can know her~or she add me at fb~wakaka!xD~wish la!xD

countdown happy new year!!!!!2010

2010-01-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

juz put pic~lazy to write!!!!xD
we go pub!!!xD
my 1st time!!xP

1st time go karaoke wiT frenZ!xD~syok!xP

2009-12-28T08:23:00.000-08:00

me, nicholas,chai yu,anG,amania!xD 4reaL go ter tat karamunisng taT 1~ verY expensive~ we 5~neD pay rm216.sumthing~ luckily we alL enough money to pay~ anD hav buffe~taT parT i like~ coz we can eat umlimiT!oh yeah!xP~ n at tat counter we very freindly~wiT her~ buT duno why~atcually we start from 5pm til 10pm like tat! she so damn good!she giv us tiL 1am~ buT we cant til tat late!~so nice!xP we all sinG n play n eat~nexT time go again~ buT wait hav money 1sT~^^''' taking pic at ter~we alL hapPy~ haha~ unbelievable!xP nicholas sinG so nice~n anG sinG so mian qianG~buT after tat he sinG ~ all sinG n play ~me n anG drink the酒~so shuang! any way~let u see the pic~ u wil also see at nicholas bloG!^^

wat i do~(21.12.2009)

2009-12-21T08:08:00.000-08:00

2day~
me earLy moRining wEnt gYm wiT my sis n heR fRen~
at citY malL teR~
its waS harD to gaiN muscLe ~
haha~
buT its ok larhx~
nice!
hmm,laTer we go kfC eat theN to uPperstar~

i saw arieL,erinE,aLvin~otheRs i didt saw~
veRy gang ga~when ordeR dRinks wit arieL~
haha~buT sTil she was theiR staff~
so~make ordeR~xD

tats all~n juz smiLe wit erine coZ i duno wan to giv hEr wat (fanG yinG)
xD

dunO wan wRite wat le

sudDen dream of u~

2009-12-17T10:40:00.001-08:00

i haD neveR dream u be4~
until lasT nitE~
i dream of u~smiLing aT me!
4 long time i didt smiLe wit u~n u didt smiLe me 2~
i hapPy tat i dream u smiLe to me~
buT tat is a dream~
make me dissapointed~coz iT was unreaL~
i .....
i......miss
u..
i sTil haPpy ~
but wan to be wiT u~xP(maY be)

有些事情知道好过不知道~ 知道至少不会后悔~就算是伤心的话~所说得对吧

2009-12-06T01:11:00.000-08:00

有些事情知道好过不知道~ 知道到至少不会后悔~就算是伤心的话~

所以我说得对吧？

这是事实哦！！！

还有人不可貌相~

看起来很好看~

但是其实是个好人！

但是有一些就是坏人！

对不对？

我不知道要写什么就写只

这一些。。

今天在~很多人~

有leng lui的但是

忙着在妈妈的店做工~

the suRia sabah ..

i say lan ci~

buT if all shop open then gud la~

my conclusioN is~

2day i seT my hair le~

n hav new pic~xD

tats aLl ya~

要珍惜拥有的一切！！！

还有不要做后悔的事！！！

拍多点照片！！

因为只有照片可以让人留下美好的回忆！！！

拍了去我妈店洗!!!

保定你满意！！

你好我也好！！！哈哈！！！

我的意见~xD

我妈点就在wisma!!!!
就在日船对面~
要来哦！！

waT i Do~whEn i am boRing~xD

2009-11-30T04:00:00.000-08:00

mY insiDe 's monsTer~haha..no la juz dRaw 4 fun^^
mY heaRt talKing~xD
wRitten bY Randy

mY pic wiT seT littlE onLi~xP

2daY aT mum d shoP~juZ siT teR waiT cusTomeR n on9...

noT much lenG lui~

feeL boRIng~

haha~

buT sTil ok larhx~

juZ wanNa be hapPy~

i beLieve imPossibLe coZ i wan thE imPossibLe thinG wiL hapPen~

buT then i knOw~

thE moRe i beLieve thE morE iT wiL nevEr haPpen~

thE lesS i beLieve impossiBle~the moRe wiL be haPpen~

i thinK u aLl don undErsTand d larhx~

buT juZ tRy to undeRstand waT i saY~

iT is reaL ~ i wan wRite in chinesE d~buT toO lazY~

aT wasTe maNy timE~

pLay facEboOk~

noW~waiTing 11/12/09 ~mY cousiN comE~

i am goinG to play wiT them ~haha~

n doTa!~juZ sTart plaY d~haiYa~buT sTil ntg sPecial d~

hmm,3/12/09~is thE meTro Jaya~goiNg to opEn at thE suRia saBah!

haha~buT suRia sAbah!opEn at 9/12/09~

so lonG ~wish theRe is reali a cinEma ter~

theY say hav la~buT havenT confiRm yeT

1Borneo=1b

Suria Sabah=ss shoPpinG cenTre

Centre PoinT=cp

Wawasan=wa!

taTs alL 4 the shoRt foRm of shoPpong cenTre!

i shouLd be hapPy...riGht?

buT why ~i feEl unhapPy~

loneLy juz a woRd tat means no fren no famiLy no giRlfRiend n onLy juz a peRson~

buT why thosE hav famiLy n fRen~saY themselVes loneLy~

i thinK juz coZ hav giRlfrienD/boYfrienD ~they juz wiL felL noT lonEly~

i thinK many thinG 4 tis yeaR~

mY sTudieS~FutuRe~maNy!

foR yeAr 2010 i musT sTudy reaL harD 4 sPm~

buT i reaLi scaRe i canT do iT~

buT i haD promisE to myseLf to sTudy harD~geT a guD resuLt

nexT yeaR is my lasT yeaR ~if u don hav study foRm 6

neD to seE resuLt 1sT

sPm is thE thinG tat i reaLi hav no conFidenT!

wish me luck ya!^^~

aLl thE saD memoRy haD to bE gonE~

so taT i can concentraTe on my sTudies n My fuTure~

wish alL mY freNz wiL thinK of theiR futuRe n don keEp juz pak tuO~

coZ nOw thE woRld chanGe~

waT aLso neD ceRtificAte!~

nah!am i righT?

in thiS bloG thing ~i leaRn to wRite waT i thinking in heRe~

sAd n hapPy~

i can teL my freN through tis or by talKing~

betTer write iT ouT ~likE saD~

iF i puT all the thinG in mY heaRt~

iT wiL goinG to afFecT a siCk tat neD to go menTal hosPital

remembeR share wiTh your fRenz when u or me or your frenz was unhapPy~

taT much foR 2day!

GambaTeh!!!!To me & mY felLow frenz!xD

new moviE!^~^

2009-11-26T00:09:00.000-08:00

OriginaL me~didT seT 2much=)

tis is a nicE moviE bY thailanD acTors~

abouT kidnaPpinG~n thEy alL usE hiPhop dancE 2 fighT

theN~savE thE giRls who beEn kidnaP makinG sum kinD of mediciNE~

nicE moviE!^^~waTch iT~

tis is a nice moviE i thinK~i waitinG to waTch~buT duno whEn caN~haha

oww~tis moVie teL us abouT~2012 ~

wat wil hapPen heRe when 2012~so we musT zhEn xi ouR woRLd lo~

buT wish wonT hapPen la~nicE movIE~buT thE enD not comPleTe d~didT reaLi exPLain^^~

love is oweyz compLicated^^~

2009-11-19T04:32:00.000-08:00

loVe is owEyz coMplicaTed~

alsO can make iT simPle ~juz sEe how u conTinue youR reLationship~

爱情一定都先苦后甜~

过后的日子都是这样的~

这样才叫完美的爱情~

完美的爱情一定是幸福的~

你可以应付到就代表爱情成功~

如果应付不到那就~没办法了

做回朋友~

我会告诉的原因~

就是要珍惜现在拥有的一切~

爱情，学业，家庭。。。等等

不要等到失去后才来后悔~

在爱情里~“是你的就是你的但是不是你的就不是你的”

要记住勉强是没有幸福的~

还有要珍惜啊！还有抬的起夜要回放得下^^

new pic^^

2009-11-17T04:36:00.000-08:00

like it! =)

but sTiL no confFidenT

yuaN feN!!!suRprisE!!!=)

2009-11-07T02:22:00.000-08:00

3workeRs!haha
2daY me aT wisMa~

meT dao evOn~

tats is noThinG la~

buT u know wat hapPen~

wheN i hi to evOn

sudDenLy my mom hi tO her mum~

wakaka!~so ngaM~her mom is my moM d tong xue like d~

so ngam lo~

haha~1st timE wE meT at ouTside~hav yuan Fen o~

no la~didt think dao my mum knoW her mum n her mum now my mum~

haha~

then we laugh lo~n talk~

so hapPy lo~

sEe dao her~

coz wE didt meT aT outsidE ~haha~

juZ so suPrise my mum know her mum~

so ngam la~

no!

toO ngam liao lo~

then me talk to evon~my mum talk to heR mum~

wao!so suPrise~buT tats alL foR 2day la~xixi^^~

giv u a pic of my threE workers in my mom shoP~

do re mi~

the pic above ya!~haha

RE-EXAm!!!!!!!!!>.<

2009-10-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

BULL SHIT!!!!!!!
BULL SHIT!!!!!

FUCK OFF!!!!

re exaM!!!!!
who wan oRh！！！
wah!!!!don wan come school
we form 4 3weeek exam!
now wan exam again~
fuck u la!!!!!!
ppL think holiday liao lo~
we exaM４　ｗａｔ～
ｈａｉｈ！！！！！！

ｍｙ　ｋａｋａｋ～
ｂａｃｋ　ｋａｍｐｕｎｇ　ｌｉａｏ～
ｓｈｅ　ｗｏｒｋ　ａｌＲｅａｄｙ　２０ｙｅａｒｓ～
ｊｕｚ　ｎｏｗ　ｓｈｅ　ｌｅａｖｅ　ｗｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　舍不得
ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｍｙ　ｋａｋａｋ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｃＲＹ～
ｗｉｓｈ　ｓｈｅ　ｗｉＬ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｂａｃｋ　～
ｗｅ　ａｌｌ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｈｅｒ！！！！！

ＦＵＣｋ　ｏＦＦ～
DON WAN　ＥＸＡＭ！！！！！！！

nO conFidenT!~

2009-10-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

boRinG daY~
noThing to do~
go to schooL~
alSo borING~
i dunO　ｗｈｙ～
ｒｅａＬＩ　ｈａｖ　ｎｏ　ｃｏｎＦｉｄｅｎＴ　ａｎｙｍｏＲｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｙｓｅｌＦ！
ｗａｔ　ｈａｐＰｅｎ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ～
ｗｈｙ　ｍｅ！
ｗａＴ　ｈａｐＰｅｎ！
ｈａｉｈ～
４ｎｏｗ～ｖｅＲｙ　ｆａｎ　～ｅｘａｍ！
ｍＹ　ｆｕｔｕｒＥ！
ｗａｔ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ！
ｍａｎｙ　ｍｙ　ｆＲｅｎ　ｔｒｙ　ｔｏ　ｃｏｎｆｉｄｅｎＴ　ｍｅ　～
ｂｕＴ　ｈｏｎｅｓｔ　ｌａ～
ｓＴｉｌ　ｎｏ　ｃｏｎｆｉＤｅｎｔ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ～
ｉｆ　ｕ　ｓａｙ　～ｗｈｅｎ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｉｓ　ｙｅａｒ　ｊａｎｕａｒｙ
ｉ　ａｍ　ｎｏｒｍａｌ
ｎ　ｈａｖ　ｃｏｎｆｉｄｅｎｔ　ａｔ　ｍｙｓｅｌＦ～
ｂｕT now~
waT i do~i feeL i am a faiLure~
baDminTon ,baseKetbalL,guiTar,piano~
evem though i know how to play but sTil no mood n no confidenT n very lazY
am i a guY!
very uGly or lenG zai or midDle ~
tis ans i ask frOm many fRen~
alL not saMe answeR~
buT onE of mY freN say~
beTter don looK at wat your fren say to u~
juz be confidenT to yourseLf n be who u r~who u like to be~
wat u oweyz arE!
i tRying!
2day~wan play dota~
buT in suddeN my pendRive ~tat dota fiLe sudDen gOne~
wat d!
so damN boRing!
2day is not my luckY day~
tats alL~
belOw my pic~

me!

ba kuT tEh! =)

2009-09-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

很多人哦！

开饭!

吃完了!~哈哈

新照片！

我想你!
我爱你!
=)
哈哈~nexT tiME juz updaTe moRe ya~byE